From 1995 , I prayed to Sai Baba , but from then onwards , I was hated by him. He didn't help me in education, business , children ,etc. After 25 years of worship I realised that he hates me to the core. To be frank before praying to Sai i.e.before 1995 , I was better in studies , etc. He said he helps me in everything, but he doesn't keep his word. Everytime Sai calls me to Shirdi, I go and pray him, but he doesn't keep his word. Except for 2-3 situations, he didn't help me, but the problems arose because of him.I understood that he doesn't want me to live, instead he wants me to commit suicide. I am strong, I want to live. I pray to God , that I should get rid of Sai. I understood that his promise , which goes in snailpace or doesn't fulfil his promise.