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Main Section => Welcome to Sai Baba Forum => Topic started by: ganisuman on October 21, 2009, 05:28:47 AM
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Dear Sri sairam,
Deva why this pariksha? ab main thag gayi, abi mera paas koi dukh sehena ka shakti nahi hai.Please forgive me for my mistakes. How i live now, kalse muze is zindagi mein koi ummed nahi rahi, abhi unki bhi engagement hoga yi. Papaji, unka shaadi fix hogaya tha, aur muze khabarthak nahi , engaged hone ki bavajood bhi oh mera saamane aatha raha, jo mera naam ka nahi hai usko bar bar mera saamne laane ki kya zaroorath thi Saiji? aapko mera dukh , failure dekh ne maza aa rahi hai.Aap hamesha mera maryada, izzat ka parikasha lethe ho, jo mere liye sabh kuch hain. Aap kuch de nahi sakthe ho, lekin aapko dilo jaan se chahne ke baavajood bhi, mera izzath, mera feelings ke saath kelthe ho. Baba ab main aapse kya maangu? Mera ab is duniya mein jeena koi mathlabh nahi hai. Papa mera dilko samjayiye. Aapko patha hai mein kis haal main hoon. Papa muze please uttar dijiye, jab oh mera peecha kar raha tha thabh unka engagement nahi hui thi. Abhi August Month se oh muze kabhi avaiod kartha hai, kabhi muze pyar dikhatha hai. Muze patha hai saiji oh kuch tho reason ke vajah se is decision liya hai. Oh abhi bhi muze pyar kartha hai.Papa main unkeliye capable hoon ya nahi, lekin aap tho zaroor muze capable bana sakte ho. OM SAIRAM.