Mai apna naam to share nai karna chahta, per haan is ghatna ne mere jeewan ka najaria badal dia, kaafi saalo se mai ek ladki ko jaanta tha,hum log chatting karte,phone per baat karte…uska nature samajhna thoda mushkil lag raha tha,per shaayad..mai use bahut jyaada pyaar karne laga tha,use bhi dekh kar yehi lagta tha…..use khushi dene ki tamaam koshish bhi karta raha,aur uski jo khwaishye thi main poori ki,uske ghar mai uske do bhai aur ek sis hai,un logo ke bare mai bus thoda bahut hi pata tha muje, wo ladki kya chahti thi life mai ye mai samajh nai paa raha tha……yuhi bus chalta jaa raha tha…life mai kadam badhte rahe …….ek mod aaya ki hamara rishta shaadi tak pahuch gaya………mere ghar mai kaafi probs hui shaadi ko lekar lekin baad use accept kar lia sabne…..aur humne shaadi kar li……….hum log honeymoon per bhi gaye………khoob enjoy kia…per haan ek baat jo mujhe irritate kar rahi thi wo ye…ki wo shaadi ke baad se ph per jyaada sms,ghar per baate karti thi..mai jyaada in sab baato per dhyaan nai deta tha…….mai ignore karta raha mann mai hi jaise ye baat rah gai…muje ye ehsaas tha ki use gussa jaldi aa jaata hai..ye soochkar mai usse kuch kah na paaya……isi tarah hum honeymoon se waapas laut kar aaye…..haan laut kar aane ke baad meri job achanak se choooot gai…mai pereshaan tha……apni wife se discuss bhi kia ….ki thode dino ki prob hai sab theek ho jaaega…… ghar per bhi mera yaha kisi se jyyada baat nai karti thi….poocho too kabhi kuch na laga……ki uske mann mai kya chal raha hai..…hum log dinner karne raat mai mall bhi gaye…..fir ghar waapas aa gaye……hum log baat karte karte so gae….agle din subah wo job ke lie nikli….aur uske baad waapas ghar nai aayi……………..sab jagah dhoonda kuch pata nai chal paa raha tha…….uske papa aur bhaio ke pass information aai per mere pass nai………….jis pyaar per maine itna bharosa kia ki maine uski har chooti chooti baate ignore ki….aur aaj ye situation hai …ki 1.5month hue shaadi ko…aur …achanak ek din...wo laapata ho gai………..kuch kuch information unke ghar per aa rahi hai per mere pass kuch nai…ajeeb sa lagta hai….lagta hai….ki meri life mai maine use sabse jyaada maana aur aaj wo yu tanha choond gai…….toot gaya dil ye soochkar ki kya pyaar aisa hota hai?


?…………kya mera pyaar uske lie hamesha ke lie marr gaya ………..wo jeeet gai ….hamesha ki tarah …apni har baat manwakar jaise usse khushi hoti thi…..aur mai sab kuch hote hue bhi haar gaya…..ye hai mere jeevan ki kadwi saaachai…………………ek chitti pyaar ke naam……..ye chitti un logo ke lie ……jo apna sabkuch bhul kar pyaar karte hai….pyaar mai sooch imp hoti hai…ek doosre ko samajhna itna mushkil hota hai….ki puri life bhi nikal jaaegi samajh nai paaoge…………………………..tc….aaj mai tanah hu aur uske intajaar mai hu……i