sairam rahul........
firstly i dont think you have posted your problem so noone here can make out nythin
nd secndly baba teaches each of his devtees how to serve best at each station of their life.....he says we should be non attatched to these things that we should be able to discriminate between the real and the unreal....... baba says let th senses do their duty .....they take us outward we should just do our duty.......
nd furthrmore all i cn sggest is read shree sai satcharita.....
baba will himself answer all your queries
sai ram