AM I REALLY LUCKY TO BE BLESSED BY OUR SAI MAA

[kashmiri]

I am devotee of Satya Sai baba since past 20yrs and i never really believed in Shirid Baba but in year 2004 he came to me himself in the form of Sai Satcharita,given to me by one of my colleagues.This was followed by a beautiful marble idol of Baba given to me as my farewell gift.He slowly and slowly made enrodes in my life.Truly speaking it was he who pulled me to him.
I have been facing lots and lots of problems past 3 months and my health is giving me lot of troubles on top of this.At times i feel my end has come.
I have been praying to baba to help me but till now he has not listened and i dont know if he ever will ?.
I became a member of this forum recently and after reading the experiences of devotees i kept asking myself and baba that why is it that i havent seen you in my dreams till now and why have you not blessed me ,like you have blessed all members on this forum.I was really upset about it.
Yesterday i had a dream in which i  saw babas portrait and i wanted to offer a garland of roses and beautiful flowers to this portrait but unfortunately instead of this flower garland i offer the garland of dried flowers (which we offer to the photos of dead people).After this i suddenly woke up and felt sad and anxious about my dream.Here i saw Baba first time and instead of offering rose flower garland i offered dried garland to his poster.It sure means something bad is gonna happen,thinking this i lost my peace of mind.What is the meaning of this dream ?.
Then after few hours feeling depressed i was searching about Baba on net and here i came across a site which enables you to offer garland to Baba and when i offered the garland it was exactly the same which i wanted to offer to our baba in first place.
http://www.saibaba.org/pooja/poojaroom.html(this is the site that i saw today)
I am lost ,i dont know what to make out of all this ?.Can anyone form the forum help me in decoding this puzzle.What does it mean ?.
AM I REALLY LUCKY TO BE BLESSED BY OUR SAI MAA OR SOMETHING BAD IS AWAITING FOR ME ....................

[gomisuchi]

kashmiri ji,

nobody on this forum can translate ur dream. its only baba who can. moreover dreams have a meaning. so eventually u will know what baba meant. and baba himself answers all questions. so he made u goto dat website and see dat pooja thing. else why would u go and see the same garland. so i can only guess it measn good. moreover irrespective of whatever garland ur offering baba.. seeing god itself in ur dreams is a good thing. baba can never come in ur dreams and then let bad happebn to u for sure.

if u ever see baba.. or think aboiut him.. or he comes into ur life.. then remember.. u are really blessed.

[gayathri8]

kashmiri ,

Hi don't worry ...baba is loving you  so much one day defenetly you realise his miracles and defenetly you will post those nice miracles in this forum itself.

Understanding baba and his dreams is very difficult but one thing I can say we can take it into possitive way as below:

You offered dried flowers instead of Good flowers to Sai Baba in your dream.(this is wht your dream)

And if we compare it with your actual life you are woorying as why baba is not solving your probles why you are not getting his miracles like oter devotees in this forum ( may be this feelings you are having).

So If we compare your actual feelings with your dream may be baba want to say you as "you haven't submited full devotion (Shradda and Saburi...Love and Patience)...something like that that's why dried floweres may be some symbolic.

But it won't symbolic to any bad incidents ...so don't worry nothing will happen wrong with you....please believe.

May be baba want to encourage your devotion....or something else like this.

If we really submitted full devotion(shradd and saburi ..we well never get doubt on baba right..

And most important thing is you are most lucky .other wise why baba came to your dream and express something to you?...........Please think positively....

If my words make hurt you please excuse me.