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Offline child_of_sai

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An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
« on: January 18, 2010, 08:00:01 PM »
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    "BABA WORE THE DRESS I STICHED FOR HIM AND TOOK AND WENT AND I STOOD FROZEN THERE WHEN I SAW THAT. I STARTED TO SOB THERE AND THE GUARD CAME RUNNING TO ASK WHAT HAPPENED AND I TOLD HIM. HE TOOK ME ASIDE AND LEFT ME NEAR THE PANDIT AND TOLD HIM THAT IM IN SHOCK AND TO TREAT ME WELL. AT THAT INSTANT I KNEW… I HAD GOT WHAT SOULS TAKE HUNDREDS OF BIRTHS FOR.. WHAT SOULS THRIVE TO ACHIEVE IN THE END.. I HAD GOT MY BABA THAT DAY!! BABA HAD ANSWERED ALL MY QUESTIONS.. MY PRAYERS.. MY TAPASYA…. IN JUST ONE MOMENT. IT WAS A FEELING THAT NO HUMAN CAN DESCRIBE IN WORDS. HOW CAN ONE DESCRIBE HOW IT FEELS TO REALISE GOD?? EVERYTHING CHANGED FOR ME. EVERYTHING CHANGED FOREVER!! I DIDN’T WANT GOWTHAM ANYMORE. BABA HAD TAKEN MY SOUL AND LIBERATED IT FOREVER. THE PUJARI GAVE ME A SHAWL FROM BABAS SAMADHI AND SAID KEEP THIS IN YOUR SHRINE. WE DONT GIVE THIS TO ANY HUMAN. I WAS GIVEN 6 PACKETS OF DIFFERENT KINDS OF SWEETS KEPT IN ABBAS PRASAD ON HIS SAMADHI. I WAS GIVEN PACKETS AND PACKETS OF UDI. I WAS GIVEN A HUGE ROSE FROM BABAS HEAD. ALL THIS WHEN NO BODY WAS THERE. ALL THE PUBLIC WAS ALREADY REMOVED. I WAS ALONE, WITH MY AUNT AND THE TEMPLE PPL. AND I SAT THERE WITH ALL THESE ITEMS IN THE MY SHAWL SOBBING FOR ALMOST AN HOUR OUT OF THAT MUCH HAPPINESS. AND THEY TOLD ME I GOT WHAT CRORES OF DEVOTEES HAVE TRIED FOR BUT NEVER GOT.

    I SOMEHOW MANAGED TO GET UP AND IN A TRANCE WALKIED OUT OF THE MADIR AND WHILE I WAS WALKING OUT BABA TOLD ME “ TUMHARI JHOLI KHALI KAHAN HAI BOLO? MAINE BHARDI. AB TOH TUM WAPIS AYOGI NA?” IN A TRANCE I REACHED THE HOTEL AND PACKED AND LEFT. AND I COULD NOT STOP SOBBING. I WANTED TO STAY BACK FOR EVER. I TOLD MY AUNT TO WAIT AND RAN TO THE SAMADHI MANDIR. WITHIN 2 MINS I WAS TAKEN INSIDE THROUGH SOME ENTRANCE AND NOBODY WAS THERE. THE PANDITS AND SECURITY ASKED ME WHY I CAME BACK AND I TOLD THEM I WILL NEVER LEAVE. I HAVE BECOME BABAS NOW. THEY HAD TO CONVINCE ME AND MAKE ME SOME HOW LEAVE AND TOLD ME THAT “ TUMHE WHO MIL GAYA JISKI INSAAN SIRF KALPANA KAR SAKTA HAI. JAO.. GHAR JAO.. AUR BABA TOH AB TUMHARE HI HOGAYE NA.”


    As I say bye to this forum, I want to write a few words. If what Gomisuchi ji wrote in her experience (a short quote from her 'shirdi experience' post above) is indeed true, I must have made Baba pretty angry by calling it a 'fabrication'. Only a very elevated soul can get such an experience in Baba's darbar. A friend of mine just heard about this experience from me. She is also a Baba's devotee and a very wise one. She said that it is virtually impossible to find Baba's temple empty of devotees at any time of the day. It is normally very crowded, and to be alone with the priests in the temple for an hour is nearly impossible. We concluded that if this account is true, then I must seek a sincere apology from her. Because, in that case she is an extraordinary soul, a self-realized one, for whom Baba created an extraordinary situation in His darbar. If it is a fact that she experienced trance there and heard Baba's words, then it shows that she actually entered samadhi in His temple. In which case I bow down to such a liberated soul. However, if this account is not true, then there is a chance that Baba's wrath will hit her for telling such a big lie. Giving her a benefit of the doubt, I choose to believe that every word that she wrote in her experience is true. So, I seek her forgiveness and blessings. As I leave this forum for good, I hope that Gomisuchi ji and other devotees will forgive me from the bottom of their hearts.

    Jai Sai Ram.

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #1 on: January 18, 2010, 08:30:38 PM »
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  • Dear Child_of_ai
    plz never doubt experiences of sai devotees..sai loves us alot and such miracles are possible..suchi is kind hearted person whom baba blessed in many ways by giving darshan and making her happy in shirdi trip..pls i request u not to keep any doubts  in mind and be thankful to suchi in taking prayers of many ppl to shirdi..in this world full of selfishness,she is only one person who thought of others as well..i cna't thank her enough and whtever she wrote in her shirdi exp is for ppl like us to have faith and love baba w/ full devotion just like her and keep Sai in mind all the time. Due to suchi's exp. many ppl have been inspired and i am thankful to that..this is wht i need, to keep believing in baba and make my faith stronger..May sai bless you too dear. and pls never keep doubts about sai devotees..Sai is everything who pull us out of trouble in everyway..we r too ignorant to understand His miracles..we should just thank Sai in loving and guiding us. Sai pls help us all.

    Om Sai Ram
    Shweta

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #2 on: January 18, 2010, 09:26:42 PM »
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  • Baba bless both the souls.

    om sai ram.

    Offline rakesh410

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #3 on: January 18, 2010, 09:42:26 PM »
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  • you guys are amazing, i bow to all sai devotees.
    Gomisuchi ji, i don't doubt your experience at all. Sai baba can do anything he is GOD. even my mom has experience in which she says she saw sai baba at khandoba mandir of shirdi during our last visit almost 6 months back. i am planning to visit shirdi again in the first week of feb.
    by the way Gomisuchi ji, i have a question for you, so what happened to Gowtham, is he with you? I am sorry for this personal question. I asked this because even I have been to similar situation. But being a guy I was able to control myself. My wife Preeti is away from me, last year we got divorced, but I have never been able to understand why this happened to us. We were in so much of deep love but due to family disuputes and misunderstanding first we started staying sperate and then now legelly separated. i asked sai baba several times why he did this for me but no reply. usually i get answer to my all questions, whenever something goes wrong or happens good with me i usually find out the reasoning behind it. Sai baba always helps me to understand life and helps me to do right things but in this perticuler case he is not helping at all. whenever i went to shirdi i prayed that please reunite my family but my this prayer is never heard dont know whats going on in sai baba's mind. but i have faith in him and sure he will do right thing at right time for me. I always prayed sai baba to have my wife with me when i am at shirdi but he never accepted it. this time also i pray ki when i visit shirdi in feb i have my wife standing next to me in temple. My wife means only Preeti, I don't want any other girl in my life.
    this is the reason why i asked you the personal question about Gowtham, you got prasadam from sai baba but did you get answer from him why it happened to you and whats next to it?
    « Last Edit: January 18, 2010, 09:50:24 PM by rakesh410 »

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #4 on: January 18, 2010, 10:00:40 PM »
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  • I appreciate your reply. even i am sure that some day baba will listen me and will do good for me. But i just wonder why he takes so long for it, probably because there are so many devotees standing in queue for his blessings. and some of these devotees are far more dedicated then i am so obviously they get higher priority :) .
    Anyways I am still waiting for his answer, I know baba is with me and will help me with my tries that I am making to reunite my family. In fact it will happen only with his blessings.

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #5 on: January 19, 2010, 02:24:07 AM »
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  • Hi Child Of Sai  ji,

    Please don't leave this forum,...Even you orgued on one issue I can understand one thing you love baba very much that's why immediately you hurted and responded-----nothing wrong from your side ..when we read such type of incidents we may feel negetive sometimes becz ( that most thing not happened with us....becz we also love baba too much so inner mind wake up as selfish)

    anyway please be +ve and be happy if it is Lie also no need to bother baba is there right.

    I don't want to leave any baba devotee from this forum......we are all family members here.

    Hi Gomisuchi ,

    How is your health now...Is your leg pain totally cured or not...? take care about your health toooooo
    Last tursday I started nav guruvar vrat....and waiting to fulfill my wish.

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #6 on: January 19, 2010, 04:09:49 PM »
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  • Om Sai Ram.

    Dear child_of_sai ji,

    Let me remind you of a verse that sums up your leaving this forum well:

    Ram Chandra keh gaye sia se
    Aisa Kaliyug aayega
    Hans chugega daana dunka
    Kauva moti khayega

    {Ram Chandra told Sita that such a kaliyug will come, when a swan will eat grain and a crow will eat pearls}.

    You identified some discrepancies in the account given by the devotee. But, frankly, I see many more. But to maintain the sanctity of this online temple, I prefer to maintain silence on this issue. Let Baba judge. For He grinds slow, but He grinds very fine. May Baba keep your courage and goodness intact in this kaliyug, dear friend.

    Om Sai Ram.


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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #7 on: January 19, 2010, 04:27:27 PM »
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  • Dear child_of_sai ji
    Please dont leave the forum.Even if its a lie or truth Baba will decide but why should we devotees leave the forum because of others.
    Om Sai Ram

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #8 on: January 19, 2010, 08:08:49 PM »
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  • Dear Child_of_Sai,

    hey dont leave the forum...well we r all people so no two opinions are the same..u voiced some tats all..dont leave the forum....please be there for ppl like me...:)..Just kidding...just be part of the forum..ignore the ones u dnt want to deal with..simple....baba will decide what needs to be done....

    gud msg drashta...

    om sai ram

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    Re: An Apology to Gomisuchi Ji and Other Sai Devotees.
    « Reply #9 on: July 07, 2016, 01:58:08 PM »
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  • ' HAD GOT WHAT SOULS TAKE HUNDREDS OF BIRTHS FOR.. WHAT SOULS THRIVE TO ACHIEVE IN THE END.. I HAD GOT MY BABA THAT DAY!! BABA HAD ANSWERED ALL MY QUESTIONS.. MY PRAYERS.. MY TAPASYA…. IN JUST ONE MOMENT. IT WAS A FEELING THAT NO HUMAN CAN DESCRIBE IN WORDS. HOW CAN ONE DESCRIBE HOW IT FEELS TO REALISE GOD?? EVERYTHING CHANGED FOR ME. EVERYTHING CHANGED FOREVER!!'

     This seems to be ego to you???
    ITS REALLY STUPID IF IT DOES...
    even i have said this so many times to baba and i think every devotee get this feeling atleast once in life time.its आनन्द its called कृतज्ञता it is कृतकृत्य हो जाना।
    I guess there are thousands of Real Special devotees of baba who have got what we can't even think of. I know this because i closely know few such person. Hope I'll be soon in that list too when lord hari will marry me  ;)
    जिस कर्म से भगवद प्रेम और भक्ति बढ़े वही सार्थक उद्योग हैं।
    ॐ साईं राम

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