Om Sai Ram
Om Sai Nathye Namah
From past few days, the current situation in my life is making me confused. I keep praying and asking Baba for directions and give me right thoughts. My heart says something and my mind thinks rationally. Then I also happen to read about baba a lot. When negative thoughts start coming, another thought comes like.. Baba is above everything.. Everything happens at his will.. If God will's impossible becomes possible.. So I feel I should not loose hope..
Yesterday, was also like one of that day. All kinds of thoughts kept coming. I could not understand what should I do? Which is the right direction? Should I lose all hope of love? My heart keeps wishing for something and my mind gives me negative thoughts..
While I was going back from office in bus, I again prayed to baba.. I closed my eyes for long long time and started chanting sai baba's name and shivji's in my heart silently. I tried to picture Baba talking to me.. While chanting I told him whatever I was feeling. My heart was again just wishing to baba for showing me direction to happiness.. and take away all negative thoughts.. i asked for guidance.. if i chose one direction.. negative thoughts about other comes to me..
I remember, as one of answers I asked to Sai, I got a reply something like 'Mind is doing lot of rational thinking. Keep faith in Sai baba'. I had thought about it and found that indeed I do think a lot.
While my eyes were still closed, I told Sai the same thing that - my mind does a lot of rational thinking which disturbs me.. and i requested him not to give me those thoughts again.. I pictured him saying.. keep faith and patience.. love is greatest poower..
I tried not to have any more thoughts and just chant Sai's name. I also know i have to find the way within myself. I got down the bus and while I was about to cross the road, a car passed by having Sai's beautiful pure white idol placed in it. I felt so happy and positive.. there was an instant smile on my face. Meanwhile another car passed by having another idol of Sai baba with an Orange robe. I was excited and heart jumped. Then as i started corssing road, yet another car had sai baba's idol paced in front deck. I was so so glad to see that. Three times in a row. I was sure by then, that surely this is Sai baba's sign to tell me that he is there.
My heart also felt as if it was Sai's sign that he is with me.. Yes, he is with me.. it's his way of telling me this.. he is with me.. i remembered that he had said - 'take my name, your bad karma's will be removed and your wishes will be fulfilled..' I felt that this way he is guiding me to follow my heart desires.. he will be there to support me, take care of me and see that I am also happy and with my love. My wishes would also be fulfilled.
I again started chanting Sai's name and started walking towards my room. What I saw next was again Sai's picture on a bike! I was so emotional. It was like a new hope to me. I love you Sai baba. I pray that these positive thoughts remain with me and please baba, take away all negativities from me.. I too wish to live Sai baba. I wish to live with love in my heart.
Thank you Sai baba for giving me this sign.
Please guide me sai baba.. please guide us.. Please baba, allow me to keep this trust and faith always. I wish that my wish comes true. You are the doer baba. Give me right thoughts and lead me do right actions. Please strenghten our faith and give me more confidence that my wishes will also come true. Please dont let confusions, negative thoughts enter me. Please be with us always. om sai ram.. om sai nathaye namah.. om namah shivaye..jai sai ram..
|| Om Sai Nathaye Namah ||
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