Dear All,
I would like share one experience which happened today
After reading shiridi sai anugraha rahasayam book i started putting naivedyam to baba between 12 to 1 and as our swami told i am keeping half of the prasadam outside and remaining we r eating as a baba's prasadam. I have been doing like this very sincerely from last one week. First day i kept prasadam outside and i decided to not eat anything until some insects or birds touch(eat) the prasadam.
So i kept it between 12 to 1 and i was chanting our baba's name waited till 3.45pm one fly came and touched it but some how my heart is waiting for bird( i remembered nana example from satcharithra) .i didn't satisfy fully so i was waiting for birds. Nothing came to eat prasadam . Suddenly i remembered swami saying (I can't explain it properly but i am giving the details from book chapter 27 page 179 and 180 .swami has the habit of doing mediation and went in to the samadhi like continuously 12 hrs so one day he tried to do meditation without eating anything , he tried from 2 to 4 but he couldn't concentrate so he felt hungry and he had food and after that just he sat like that only he went in to deep mediation (nirvikalpa samadhi and in the chapter one more swami's experience is there) and i thought as swami said baba doesn't like fasting so i thought ok like swami ji we may also experience some thing( like after eating food some birds will come and eat prasadam ) in that thought i had food and was waiting for birds .
nothing came so for that day i satisfied with fly. Next day also i kept prasadam outside but nothing came to eat not even fly like that it happened one week nothing is coming to eat and as i was busy in family life i didn't think much about it. But today i thought my self why i am doing like this why i am not concentrating on baba's food (every day i keeping naivedyam and having food not seeing whether baba is eating or not. To day i want proof that baba is eating or not). I did pooja and kept prasadam out side at 1' o clock and was chanting baba's name and was watching outside at the prasadam plate. nothing came up to 3'0 clock . I got disappoint and cried for some time that why you are not eating prasadam. ( I said baba like this today if u don't eat prasadam i won't eat anything and my pooja is also waste every day offering naivedyam is also waste and i don't believe all those examples about offering prasadam to somebody is like offering to me ). Like that i hitted my forehead to the wall ( don't think that i am mad naku teliyakundane naku antha badha anipinchi ala chesanu). and i prayed baba like this baba plz come and have prasadam ( i expected bird) but i said anything is ok. for me main important thing is u have to eat prasadam . prematho pilustunnanu randy baba vachi tinandi nijam ga meeru cheptaru kada .In the vast world, you may go anywhere. i always know whatever you do , wherever you may be, always bear this in mind i am assays aware fo everything you do. If it true plz come baba like that i prayed and opened my eyes to my utter surprise after 2 to 3 seconds one bird came and it ate the prasadam very nicely 2 to 3 times. i was so satisfied by seeing that and felt very very very happy got goose bumps and tears from my eyes . Ohh my baba ur there u prooved thanks a lot baba. Plz come and have everyday like that baba…………….
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