why did u have to go and leave us like this ma? I miss you. Appa misses u....Our family is shattered, gone...now we have nothing left...just appa and myself...for each other....no one else.....
Baba...please take care of my mother....she is with you. And please - if i have done even one good deed in my lifetime, please pass on all that credit to my father and son. They are the only 2 people for me. My husband is a nice man...but its just not the same.....and if i am not there, only my father and son will get affected. For the rest, life will go on. Please baba - if u can grant me one wish - i will want my father to stay with us (my husband, son and myself) and my mil to go away and stay with my sil. And by what has happened recently, i dont think this is going to be the case. so the only wish that i wanted, will never get fullfilled...i can never rest in peace. I'll always have this yearning. Cannot help it. At least i want to take my father to see the world......baba..u give so many things to so many poeple. I am sure it is all destined. Its our karmas....but baba...am i really that bad or undeserving?? Please ask my mother..