jai sai ram... kirti ji..
its just randomly i happened to read ur experiences wid our dear SAI...
actually reading those posts gave answers to many unanswered questions of mine regarding baba....
i also love baba and have much faith and devotion... but reading ur experiences and faith in him makes me feel guilty for times i had just questioned onbabas existence during times of troubles in mah life....
u r doing a great job by guiding the bhaktas... may sai bless us all...
even i have had experiences v.similar to yours... but i wish to have the experience dat u had of viewing... darshan of sai for 2-3 minutes as he is originallly.... plz pray sai to fulfill my wish.. i approve dat i do trust and love baba blindly.. (may be lesser than u do.. , but still considerably)
i have cried several times for hours in lone places asking sai to give darshan to me... bu failed to catch him in original... however i felt his presencte... i agree kuch kami reh gai hongi humari bhakti me.. but i still hope to see hime soon in his original forms...
but hats off to u and ut trust in sai baba....
JAI sAI RAM