Buddy Singh, Toronto, Canada
This small letter is for Sai Devotee Ashutosh Jaiswal, India. I am a "recent" devotee of our Beloved Sainath. I do not know enough to give you any advice, but I felt the pain, confusion and the second guessing of yourself, when I read your letter. This type of frustration as a result of a number of unhappy events, leads to exactly what you are thinking and expressing. This I know very well. Perhaps you may want to inject yourself with a dose of "So life is getting tougher, It does not matter how difficult and bleak it becomes, I am alive, I will be tested, I will survive, Baba is awake and seeing me, I don't, no, I would not let my lord see me buckle under a test of my faith in him. Sainath & Lord Shiva are one. Remember my dear devotee, gold has to burn to melt out the other elements, we all burn karma to advance our soles to merge with Baba someday. Every apparent setback, is only an opportunity to get closer to our Param Atma. Never forget your miracles. I wish you and all my Sai brothers and sisters, Sainath's grace.
Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
dipika duggal