Dear Sai devotees,
I just wanted to share a miracle happened yesterday in my home. Just like everyday I took my evening bath and since it had been many days, decided to prepare gajar halwa and as I will do pooja in the evening, thought to offer to baba. While preparing I was reciting baba's name and was talking to him as usual and told him, baba this is for you. Please see that it should taste good. I finished it by 6pm and then lit diya and offered it to all. The dish was mouth watering so felt I would feed to baba. So I just took minute amount of halwa and cooled it and kept near his lips. After my pooja I just took that from his lips and as his prasad kept aside.
After I was done with complete puja, Somehow I felt I should feed him once again, since the odour and the appearance are alluring, thought he would like to have one more time. So took some and kept near his lips and requested him to have telling him that the taste will be good. I was aware that it wont happen that baba will really swallow but to my satisfaction I just asked him to. Then, I got up and while leaving I said to him, ok baba I am leaving, I will not see you. You can have it now and left. I smiled at myself for those words of mine, yet I strongly felt that he would love the taste hence it would be great if he had it. After that I just left kitchen and had prasad and left half for my husband. My husband came at 9pm and then I offerred him the prasad. He liked it so much. I then left him to watch TV and went into other room and finished my parayana for that day. Captain Haate's beans curry miracle and udhi miracles and so many were ther in yesterday's parayana. Last chapter was how he advices an old woman not to rely on any manthras but just to love God and keep faith in him.
Being done with that, I went to god's room and placed my book there. As I was suffering with a bone dislocation of my riight foot since 3 months, I recently started applying udhi to that and I am able to find some change with our Almighty's grace. I was about to take udhi, and sudddenly I remembered that halwa which was supposed to be there on his lips. I looked him and just could not control my ecstasy and tears rolled from my eyes. My husband thought I was hurt and he asked what happened. I then, told him that I offered baba gajar halwa and placed it near his lips and though its impossible, yet I left it like that with a myth that he would have it. And now, to my surprise it was not to his lips. I still could not believe it happened and I searched everywhere near the idol to find that minute piece, searched for ants thinking that they could have taken away. But there was not even a single ant, neither I found it anywhere nearer. You could imagine my state. I could write this miracle in just 3 lines but, I just wanted to share the way it happened in detail so that you could also feel the same what I am feeling now.
Baba has always been there for me in every moment of my life and I always feel his presence. He answers me in any way if I had got a problem. He advises me, he guides me and yet I am still so dumb sometimes that I cant follow his words. Even then, he is so patient with me and helps me ever. I pray and ask him only one thing that, no matter whatever it takes I should never be abandoned by him. I will try my best to meet his expectations. I shall recite sairam even more number of times and try to control my emotions.
Whatever I am its only because of him. Now if everyone loves me, its only because of the attitude and life he blessed me with. Thank you baba. Thank you so much for your unconditional love. I don't deserve it, yet I can't imagine my life without you with me.
Let us all recite sairam whenever we can and have faith in him. He knows what we deserve.
Sorry for taking much time of yours by pouring all my words into the mail.
May baba bless us all and may we increase our faith in him even more than what we have now.
Oum Sri Sainathaya Namaha
Regards,
Neeta
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"Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass...
it's about learning how to dance in the rain!"
Neeta
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Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM