Om Sai Sri Sai jaya jaya sai
Jai Sairam
Just two months... I can not even compare my self with what I was two months ago. My name is dileep. Dileep of two months ago is egoistic, angry, with lust, restelss, etc... One of my friend has given me Sai Sacharitham. I started parayana. It slowly started to show affect on me. I realized my ignorance. I stopped blaming anyone for what is happening in my life and around. I realized that every act, thought everything is due to Sai. I started experiencing his bliss. I came to know that it is HIS intention that I have read his teachings. I read Sai Leelamrutham. I am now looking forward to read GuruCharithra.
Many things happened to me in these two months. I have the habit of reading Vishnusahasranamam. I observed that when ever I fail to read, Sai is making me to read some or other means. Once I am in train and that morning I didnt read it. Suddenly in train I got a call from my friend. I picked up: no one spoke but only Vishnu sahasranamam mantra was coming - exactly from starting. As soon as it is finished the call got disconnected. First thing is I am intrain. There will be signal variations in that locations. But the call lasted till entire sthothram.
This is just one of my experiences with HIM. I experienced control over my anger. My desire towards material things has reduced.
By reading those two great books I realized that Sai know what we do, what we speak and what we think. When ever any wrong/bad/ thought comes to my mind, some kind of awareness awakens me saying that ' Sai is watching it'. I started feeding dogs. I stopped saying 'No' to beggars (who are old, poor). I stopped Gossiping about unnecassary things. I stopped speaking/listening/reading gossips about woman. Sai wanted his devotees to be far from woman. Treat them with respect.
PLEASE IT IS MY SINCERE REQUEST FOR YOU BLESSED PEOPLE WHO ARE SEEKING SAI'S ANUGRAHAM TO READ SAI SACHARITHA WRITTEN BY ANNA SAHEB (HEMAD PANTHU)
NEEDLESS TO SAY, IT IS SAI'S 'ICCHHA' THAT MAKES YOU TO READ. IT TOOK 24 YEARS FOR ME TO GET CALL FROM SAI
JAI SAI RAM