My Journey to sai baba

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram tanu ji,

how r u doing... from many days i didn't post in this...... ya ok now.... though those stupid thoughts didn't leave me completely but they r under control.... am chanting sai baba name..... when ever i am getting any idiotc thoughts am chanting sai sai sai sai and telling myself "saburi rakho sab teekh hogaya"........ i do write sri sai but won't do it regularly... i have to do it..... jai sai ram

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram sai baba,

baba kal mujhe bahut acha laga baba..... thnk u so much baba....

mein nei socha tha ki kabhi bhi kuch bhi khane se pehle aap ko yaad karoongi pehle...... lekin hamesha mein aap ko khana start karne ke baad yaad karti hoon.... hmmmm..... bhool jati hoom ... sorry....... kal afternoon ko mein luch kar rahi thi.... i finished my half of the lunch but forgot to remember u baba.... then i got hick ups and immmediately i remembered u....... felt bad that i forgot to remember u before starting lunch... and immediately my hick ups are stopped as soon as i have taken u'r name with out drinking water.... and for a second i felt very strongly that u were sitting infront me and remembering me... so i got hick ups....... yeh soch ke bahut acha laga baba........ baba aapne khud mujhe yaad kiya...... am so happy baba.... thank u so much......

aur baba aaj jab mein mandir gayi thi aur pradikshna kar rahi thi.... priest called me aur mujhe shiridi se laya prasad diye hai...... woh aap ke paas shirdi ko last week aye the aur mein nei unse prasad ke baare mein nahi poocha tha... even then today he called me and gave a packet of prasad....... i felt so happy baba.... aisa lag raha tha ki aapne khud mere liye bheja hai... jab mein shirdi ayi thi na... mein aap ka prasad nahi ley payi.... so was feeling bit bad.... but now u fulfilled my wish baba...... thank u so much baba.......

love u baba........ let my eyes always stuck on u.....let my heart always remember u.....let my lips always chant u'r name....let me always think abt u'r leelas....let me always meditate on u.....

aap ka intezar hai baba jaldi aajayo na....

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram baba ji,

baba kyun mein itna disturb hojari..... i donno whts wrong with me...... aapko mein pray kar rahi hoon lekin kuch satisfaction nahi hai...... meditation, yoga, chanting sab kar rahi hoon lekin kyun aise lagra ki kuch kami hai... aur aur kya karoo....... am trying to every thing which is possible for me but still...... baba am dying to come to shirdi....aap mujhe kab boola yenge...... when i came to shirdi for first time...... i got very tensed n disturbed in samadhi mandir..... n without clearing it i came back.......tab se hi disturb hoon mein but inbetween i was ok...... mein khud nahi janti ki mein keise feel kar rahi hoon.......aisa kya hai jo mein itni disturb hoon....... plz baba mujhe shirdi boola lona..... mujhe bahut kuch dhoond na hai vahe pe aur mein yeh bhi nahi janti ki kya....... lekin kuch toh missing hai...... am trying to tell my problem to my beloved lekin woh soch raha hai ki shayad shaadi ke baare mein am disturb....... lekin baba aap jante hai ki baat usse jyada hai....... aur mein samjh bhi nahi paari kya hai..... its been 4months since i went to shirdi lekin aaj bhi mein woh tense feel karti hoon jo mein samdhi mandir mein laga...... cudn't come out of that.........i donno ki yeh sab mera imagination hai ya phir kya hai....... but am very disturb from that time.....

baba aap jante hai when he is beside me i will be very happy n forget the world...... lekin shirdi ke trip ke baad even when i met him am not with him am some where else....... i just predicted infront of him as if every thing is normal but inside am disturbed n tensed..... baba mein meditation karne ki bahut koshish kar rahi hoon magar cudn't concentrate...

plz baba take me out of this situation.....plz mujhe shirdi bulalo..... i donno baba wht else to express....

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram sai baba,

baba am sorry baba........ my cousin is conceived now and i want to send u'r UDI to her..... plz bless her with baby baba.... uska toh almost all 6 -7 times miscarriage hogaya hai.... plz bless her this time with healthy baby...... bless her to have safe delivery..... baba my mom wants do any pooja for her so that this time miscarriage shd not happen....... i want to tell her abt u but i cudn't so i told her abt UDI and i told her that my fnd will do pooja and will get UDI from her...... am sorry baba mein ne jhoot kaha hai.... mein itni bhagyashali nahi hoon ki mein apne ghar walon se aap ki baat kar sakoo....... lekin mujhe aap ki UDI untak pahonchani ka koi aur rasta nahi dikha.... isi liye mein ne jhoot kaha.... am sorry baba..... mujhe maaf karna....... but mein ne unhe full confidence se kaha hai ki is baar bacha hojayega UDi lene se..... plz baba bless her with a kid...... she suffered so much.... miscarriage is very painful baba..... n baba u know that she is very sweet and religious..... plz help her.......

sai ram..... sai ram sai ram sai ram sai ram sai ram sai ram

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram sai baba,

mein abhi abhi you tube mein aap ka serial dekh rahi thi........ aur us mein aap sach ka mahatav batate hai...... kuch samay pehle hi mein apne jhoot bolne ki maafi aapse maang rahi thi aur aapne mujhe sach ka ardh samjha ya hai..... thank u so much baba....... such bolne ke liya ishwar par viswas rehna chahiye.... sahi hai baba.... sach ka ardh hai ishwar...... sach ka ardh hai ishwar ko paana..... sach ishwar ka roop hai...... sach bolne ke liye himmath chahiye...... aur jab aap mere saath hai toh mujhe darr kis baat ki..... mein bhi na........lekin baba kyun mujhe himmat bas nahi hori hai sach bolne ki....... plz mujhe himmat do baba....... plz.........

sri anjaneya prasan anjaneya..... anjaneya swami plz mujhe himmat do na sach bolne ki...... anjaneya swami aap toh himaat ka roop hai....... plz mujhe shakti doh sach bolne ki aur uska samna karne ki.......plz

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram sai baba,

baba pata nahi kyun mein aisi hoon baba....... am not stable am fickle mind....... aur ise se bahut sari pareshaniyan mein face kar rahi hoon.... baba kal mein dhyan foundation of yigi ashwini ka class attend hui hoon..... they taught well.... but during dhyan i was so emotionally disturbed that it was very diffcult to control myself...... aaj mein ek soch ti hoon toh kal kuch aur soch ti hoon... kyun mein itni fickle minded hoon.... i am trying to control n stable my mind..... lekin jitna mein kar rahi hoon utna hi jyaada disturb ho rahi hoon....... baba shayaad mein kuch galat kar rahi hoon isi liye mein itni disturb hori dhyan mein....... plz guide me baba...... i guess am not following a single path am placing my foot in all paths.....isi liye shayad confuse hoon..... baba mein toh itna confuse aur disturb hoon ki mujhe apne aap ko samhal na mushkil ho ra...... n i cudn't able to tell my problem to my beloved also baba.......

sai baba mere guru aap hai aur mein aap ka raste pe hi chalna chati hoon....... plz mujhe bhatak ne mat dena..... aap sahi kehte hai ki " There are innumerable saints in this world, but our father (guru) is the father (real guru). others might say many good things, but we should never forget our guru's words ".

from many days i have a desire to attend a meditation class but i cudn't make it...... yesterday my fnd asked me to join the meditation class of yogi ashwini...... initially i was not interested was very lazy phir mein ne soch ki agar aap chahe ki mein jaoo toh mein jaoongi......n suddenly in the last moment i attended the class....... thnk u so much baba for making me to attend that class..... after attending to class am very disturbed n confused that which way do i need to follow as every one suggest their own method..... lekin ab mujhe samjh mein a gaya hai ki....... manzil toh same hai bas sab alag alag raste se manzil pahoonch te hai..... aur hame wahi raste pe jaana hai jaha humare guru hai....... it doesn't mean that others paths are wrong they are also rite but we shd follow in a single path of our guru having complete faith in guru.......  aaj apne mujhe iska practical experience diya hai baba...... thnk u so much baba.....

baba aap mere baare mein sab jaante hai aur mujhe aap par poora bharosa hai....... baba mein aap ke dikha ye huve raste pe chal ke aap tak pahoonch na chahti hoon..... plz baba beech mein mujhe bhatak ne maat dena......... mujhe app tak pahoonch na hai baba...... yahi meri manzil hai......

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram......

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram sai baba,

baba kuch din pehle mujhe ek sapna aya tha..... mujhe clear se yaad nahi hai lekin jo yaad hai woh bataoongi.... ek ladki joh museebat mein hai woh aap ko baut yaad kar rahi thi..... aur kal subah uske zindagi mein kuch bahut boora chalne wala tha shayad..... itne mein koi apke paas aye aur kaha ki baba woh ladki aap ko kab se yaad karri... uski madat karo na..... n suddenly in the last minute u helped her from all calamities aur ek pal mein uski zindagi badalgi...... usko kuch lottery laga aur she became famous and popular... aisa kuch toh huva aur bas ek pal mein uski kismat chamag gayi......

baba use dream se aise laga ki last minute tak bhi aap pe shraddha rakhne se ek pal mein aap aake humari rakhsha karenge.....

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[tanu_12]

OM SAI RAM

SREENEDHIJI HOW R U? WAT ABT UR COUSIN'S HEALTH? I READ UR SHIBPUR SAI BABA TEMPLE EXPERIENCE... IT WAS A GR8 EXPERIENCE NA? HOPE U R DOING WELL....

MAY BABA BLESS U...........
JAI SAI RAM