sairam,
i started reading sai satcharita sometime around December 2007 and i completed sai satcharita book for first time on 17th April 2008 ( Thursday ). Strangly few things happened and please let me understand what these can possibly mean.
i normally have the habit of reading atleast 1 page of sai satcharita book and then only sleep at night.
on april 17th 2008 i happened to complete sai-satcharita "the graceful life and message of Shridi sai baba". on the same night i got rather strange dream in which there is a small dwarf whose face is covered but i am able to see his blue eyes only. that dwarf is holding me and having a knife in his hands and keeping the knife near my neck is asking me "DO YOU HAVE SAND?" i am saying to the dwarf that i dont have any sand with me. then the dwarf tells me that "THEN ITS DIFFICULT TO SAVE YOU!!!" and suddenly i wake up from my dream.
early morning on 18th April 2008 ( Friday ) i told my mom about this dream.
my mom, who also reads sai-satcharita daily separately. it seems that she normally keeps a bookmark of the completed page and then the next day she starts from the page of bookmark. on april 15th 2008 ( 2 days before this dream happened to me ), the bookmark which my mom kept on chapter 31 has somehow gone back to chapter 21. my mom thought that BABA wants her to read the 10 chapters again. on the april 18th 2008 morning when i told my mom that this dream happened to my on night
and in morning time when she was reading she happened to start reading chapter 28 which is about "3 SPARROWS WHOM BABA DRAWS THEM TO SHIRDI". my mom said its a MIRACLE COINCEDENCE.my mom told me that it was baba's way of telling both of us that now we both are eligible to come to shridi and get his blessings.
my personal life is full of problems, at age of 28 im still single, my mom and dad are unable to find a suitable bride for me. this pain and suffering is itself eating all my energy. and also i am always feeling restless as my mind is not free of the medical problems which i faced in the past.
i thought that its was BABA's way of telling me that 1) come to shridi 2) collect the sand / UDI 3) then all my problems will vanish like melting of ice.
is it the right way of understanding / interpreting my dream ? moreover my mom and myself planned to book ticket and goto shridi but we are unable to find train tickets to shridi, as all tickets are booked. my sister who is studying in college is having her campus interviews and she is unable to tell us when she can join us in our shridi trip plan. this adds more complexity to our travel plans..im confused. im unable to sleep also due to this and upset.
We also planned to goto Thirumanancheri ( The Shiva Temple For A Speedy Marriage in south india ). around first week of May 2008. unfortunately our trip got cancelled due to one of my paternal uncle being hospitalized and no elder male member in our family so our father had to take care of all hospital related help for my aunty.
yesterday i was browsing some astro predictions website which exactly told me about my situation "You may feel a bit disappointed if a trip you had planned with your family comes up against some unexpected hurdles or falls through. Even if you do go on this trip, you may find that you encounter some obstacles and hurdles that cause all of you to feel a bit dissatisfied. Being the positive person that you are, take time to complete all that pending work you were worried about! "
i was confused what this pending work this astro site is telling me to do. its true that i planned to do few things for the next few months ie., 1) pass in one subjects of my part-time MBA exams 2) to attend another exam to enhance my career prospects in job 3) Shridi trip to take darshan of Sai baba.
today when i was thinking what this possibly "pending work" means in office lift to go for lunch. some office collegue was talking to his friend and i heard him clearly told "SHRIDI" to him and both the guys went out of the lift.
please help me understand what these all possibly mean.
sairam.