Jai Sai Ram
There's absolutely no need to apologize, my dearest Sreenivas. We are all humans and we all get emotional at times. It's part and parcel of this life on earth. What we need most in these moments is a place and people where we can show these emotions openly - by tears, by words, by cries - and to know, that these people love us and care for us and will help us to get through and maybe even past them. I thank you for opening up so much and accepting this forum, this our SAI family, as such a place. Because this is one of the many things it is meant for and we are all here for - to listen, to share, to comfort, to support, to rejoice, to love in short.
Don't be ashamed of your emotions, they bring you closer to those near and dear to you, closer to all of us and even closer still to me. I am proud to have a brother who has the courage to show his emotions openly! Many men don't dare to and it is a pitty. I'm so very glad and grateful you do!
Yes, I'll pray for your aunty. It would be nice to know her name. (But if for some reasons you don't feel like mentioning it, it's okay, too.)
Love to you.
OM SAI RAM
Astrid
Restless was my heart till it found rest in THEE