For last few days I had lost my connect with Baba. Though I was praying and doing my daily rituals but was not able to pray with my heart. I was pretty disturbed with this situation but could not do much about it. Yesterday I prayed to Baba with my mind fully awake to help me get over this situation and bless me so I could pray and connect back with my Sai. There was some incentive case of mine which was stuck and yesterday I got the communication that it has been cleared but what else was written in the mail I did not read and got happy. Today morning when I showed the mail to my husband, I read the note which in the first go did not read in my favour and I was upset thinking about it. When I started driving to my office, I played the Mantra CD which is a Mantra Sangrah, so it has Mantras and Aartis of all Gods and Godesses. I started that CD, a few days back and thought of completing all mantras once before I remove it, so every morning and evening for my way to and from work, I play that CD. When I started the CD today, it had some mantra playing and I was busy in my own thoughts of incentive and how it will affect me, etc. I thought of taking it up with the management, hundred thoughts were going on in my mind. During this time, I did not realise that the CD had stopped playing. There was some error and this had happened earlier also, so I tried to play the next song, but it would not play, then next, but it did not play either. I just left it and on a red light, I read the note again and this time it made more sense and it does not seem to have any negative effect as such. While I was reading, guess what, the speaker had a Damru sound followed by " Om Sai Namoh Namah, Sri Sai Namoh Namah, Jai Jai Sai Namoh Namah, Sadguru Sai Namoh Namah". I had tears of happiness in my eyes. I felt that Baba created this little anxiety in my mind to answer my yesterday's prayer and then, did this small Leela to make me feel that yes He is there for all of us and we just need to remember Him with faith. I am so thankful to Baba for this experience and now my connect with Sai is much stronger. That very moment I decided to leave my incentive case to Baba and not to worry about it at all. He will do what is best for me and I will not take it up now. I pray to Sai Baba for everyone's happiness and blessings for all.
Jai Sai Ram