jai sai ram!
sai i know it is all your leela that you are playing right now. my fever is high and my head is spinning, everything around me is dark, yet there is one faith and that Baba i bestow my complete faith in you. baba if not you, where will i go? what will i do? baba today in the evening when i go and meet people, i will have only you in mind heart and soul. baba you come and bless me. baba like a fearless warrior, who knows that someday he has to die in the battle, i am ready to fight. if i come back lucky and alive, it was your grace and even if i die baba the grace will be yours. baba in these tough times my love for you is increasing manyfolds. i will not go away from you baba. i will come close to you. baba you are mine and i am your's. will you ever leave me? no never? will you ever abandon me? no never. amongst millions of problems deva i have cried and never have you left me, how can i today even have the feeling that baba you will leave me and go?
prepared to face the toughest of the challenges deva because deva your love and affection surrounds me. that will happen what yu have destined for me.
deva why like a fool should i cry over what will happen? sai why should i blieve the words of any astrologer? deva you would through your grace make the other person believe that you are with him. my faith , my heart, my soul and my body knows only one thing that Deva, ishwar you are there with me, for me.for a million people, for millions of birth deva you have been with me, so how today would you abandon me?
Deva in the negative situation in which my parents think they are today, you made them say "god is sleeping! he does not exist!". gradually to give them peace and happiness for the moment, you are doing, what they think will give them immense happiness.But deva even in this i can only see you smile, because you know baba the truth.
there is no greater truth than you and that what we see what we undergo is all maya. you test us, our bhakti , to make us pure.
i will be pure in your love sai. this is what you intend me to believe.
jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram jai sai ram
sai i am at the mercy of your lotus feet!