Jai Sai Ram,
In 2009 my husband got a offer to work outside. I was so happy, and was very excited for a bright future. Though we were unknown to this place Qatar, but just on trusting on Sai Baba, my husband gave his resignation and he joined here. We just followed you baba, and thought you are with us on every step. We thought you have given us this opportunity, so we left everything back in india and like an alien we came here. We came in 2009 end. Now its almost an year. Though it was never a piece of cake here but we were happy, believing in Shraddha and Saburi. But now baba, its getting difficult day by day. You are quite aware of what I am saying. Its affecting my married life a lot. My husband is always in depression. he doesn't want to go for work. He just keeps running here and there to avoid going to work. Everyday I have to motivate him. He doesn't like the atmosphere of the company. He has fallen sick so many times. He was never like this. always happy, laughing, enjoying to the fullest. But now its all gone. I am really afraid if anything happens to him then where will I go with my 4 yr old son. We are getting trouble in my son's admission too. We pray everyday.
Baba, just one question? We were not aware about this,about all this (future) but you were. We trusted you completely Sai, then why? We did you ditch us. I never expected this as a outcome? I never wanted this. I never came here to see all this pain. My husband lost his seniority. He was very very senior in India in a very good organization. It 's is just that because being a man he can't cry , but I can see pain in his cry. Baba help me. Show me the way. I trust you but sometimes I feel u are not with us anymore.
You always say don't fear when I am near, but I always feel fear. Does it mean you are not with us anymore .Baba, please give back my happiness.
Sai Help you children. We are waiting for you guidance.
Jai Sai Maa.
Topic: Saibaba show me the way please (Read 1414 times)