Satcharitra book--my heart felt words...!!!

[deepthinaidu]

I used to be a person with who strongly believe in self experience and self oriented decision maker who dares to keep moving taking risks at every step....from then due to heart breaking situations   ..i don't even want to pray to anyone.but suddenly my mind told baba name...i am devotee of sri sai baba from last year july 20th 2010 around...then i used to read a book which my mom used to read..leelamrutham written by master baradwaj ji..later on i had strong will to read satcharitra anyway by gods grace i got it by net..but i used to feel exhausted reading from online such long time..as i was from english medium i used to have some difficulty in reading my mother tougue..then i informed my friend to get that book from temple ..she knows a person in the temple who used to bring such books to the people around him...i told my friend many months before..due to some problems she made very late telling to the person..that person also made too late due to his reasons..i felt very bad due to such a delay in getting that book...i used to pray baba ji ..that i should get that book anyway..one day my i told my friend again...we got a quarrel between us...she blamed me for everything..i responded analytically and gave answers she satisfied with  that and felt bad her words....after a week she bought a book to me which was made puja in the temple again that book was not satcharitra and again leelamrutham the person gave her the book saying that it is sai baba jeevithacharitra..more or than equally to satcharitra...i was totally exhausted..to my situation as i am not getting...i plesantly rejected that book as i had one copy of it..she took her book and said sorry and went away...after i came upstairs i almost felt very bad for my fate of not getting satcharitra...after some time she went home and gave me a call saying that she had 4 copies of book which i asked for were distributed  to their family in one marriage function..i jumped and went on happy for her words...she gave a book binded it is from shiridi sai sansthan,maharastra... her last words i can't forget ..she told that this book won't get for anyone who need..u r lucky baba will bless u... hope baba will bless everyone....