om sai ram,
continuation...
I was so happy. My joy knew no bounds. Probhat ji took us to his house and we rested there. I couldn’t sleep for long time. I was continuously thinking about this. I was still in that blissful state. And I had a dream about baba (but I don’t remember any thing ).
Next day at 4.30AM i woke up and Probhat ji’s wife took me to temple. We sat there looking at baba in bade baba temple. Preparations were going on for Morning aarti. Aarti started around 5AM and went on nearly to 45minutes. After that we went to shibpur temple and took baba’s darshan. I asked them whether I can sit with baba (shibpur temple) for some time. They said “yeah sure. Why not?” I was so happy and I sat in front of baba. How sweet baba is. On Saturday when I looked at baba I felt like he is crying or I am crying. But on sunday baba was happy. He was smiling at me. It was like after Saturday night incident he accepted me. And I had lot of relief and felt like baba has taken all my pain and sorrows from me. I had peace.
Actually, I want to talk to baba for long time with out any disturbance and on Saturday I didn’t get that chance. So I was bit depressed that I couldn’t talk to baba and I have taken many prayers with me and I didn’t get a chance to tell all the prayers to baba. But on Sunday after aarti I sat in temple for nearly to 3 hours and I spoke to baba and prayed for every one and expressed all my feelings to baba. I never thought that I will get this chance but baba has fulfilled my wish. I was there with baba for such a long time till my heart’s desire satisfied.
It was 9AM in the morning. I went back to Probhat ji house and played with their kid for some time and they offered food to us. After that we thought of leaving to Kolkata and were waiting for Amit ji. Then again I went to shibpur temple and sat with baba. I asked my friend also to come. But my friend was not coming and saluting to baba from outside the temple. Then i said to baba that “If u had blessed my friend let my friend also come inside.” Surprise!!!!!!! My friend, who was not at all ready to come inside, came in and bowed to baba and went out again. I was so happy that baba’s blessings are with my friend.
At 11AM, Amit ji came and we chitchatted for some time. At 12PM, we thought of leaving and catch the 3PM train in Krishna Nagar to Kolkata. We said bye to all and thanked them. Meanwhile we took few photos with them. Amit ji invited us to his house in Krishna nagar. At 3PM we reached Krishna nagar and Amit ji received us there and took us to his house. We met his family members. And Amit ji’s house is fully decorated with baba’s pictures. Where ever u see u will find baba there. Amit ji gave UDI to us for my brother. Meanwhile Amit ji’s wife offered us sweets and I ate all of them. Remember I told baba that I won’t eat sweet until I have u’r darshan and now baba has given me his darshan and filled me with full of sweets . It was already 3.40PM and we have another train at 4PM. So we left to railway station and catched the train there.
Ahhhhh!! We hardly stayed in Amit ji house for 10minutes but before leaving to Kolkata, baba had filled my mouth with full of sweets.
I whole heartedly thank Amit ji and his family, Probhat ji and his family, Amit ji sister Sumana and her family and all the people there. There are few old people and they showed so much love to us. I can never forget these memories. Amit ji thank u so much because of you I got baba darshan.
And I specially thank Soumya ji who has encouraged me to go to shibpur and because of whom I got to know about shibpur temple.
And I thank my friend for coming with me and other friends and family members for their support. When I asked my mom that I will go to shibpur she agreed with out thinking any thing. My whole hearted thanks to her or else I wouldn’t have gone to shibpur.
And finally, I bow to sri sai baba and thank him for giving me his blissful darshan. What ever I have now is only because of baba. Thank you very much baba for every thing.
After our return, when I was downloading all the photos and videos taken in shibpur through my digital camera to my surprise all the photos and videos are working other than aarti video. I tried to open it in different players but am failed. When I play it in digital camera its working but in computer it’s not working. Remember, I mentioned above that I forgot to take baba’s permission for taking video of aarti.
Now I realize, with out baba’s permission, you can’t do any thing. He is the creator, protector and destroyer.
Om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram.
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