hi arti segal,
You didn't hurt me..thanks a lottttt..you remember me how baba with us...
he saved so many times ....i remmebred very well my past..
but this problem is very big and which is even didn't expect...when i came 2 know my mom had abdominal cancer which is very advaced..
all my fmaily memebrs shocked....
my mother don't know anything..i said her some stone is there in u r stomach..doctors r not going for surgery also..just pray
baba he will save you..she is chanting his name only....
even all my fmily memebrs prying baba...
i came to know shibpur baba tmeple greatnes..plnned to take my mother there but she became 222 week and she not able to walk/stand herself..
so all rejected ...it's very difficult..because we are from AP..so journey will take more than 2 days..even amma also telling
once i can able to walk i will come other wise very difficult...
so I stopped that plan also........After that I took shibpur tempke ka baba phots(101 color prints) (belive me i love baba somuch)
and distributed at baba temple ...on sudnay..but that day that many devotees are not there in the temple... So i have distributed some
remaining i have give it to tmeple assistat. He said he is going to distribute...
Every day i am obseving my mother is there any small improvement ..nothing..she didn't even take liquids also..
today she had something...
that is only the reason i mentioned like that...........I love baba somuch..i am praying like anything..
but i don't know he is not showing his karuna on me and my mother?
??
May be i did lot of kharama in my past..that is the reason baba is not responding my prayer...But i am pryaing him with full of devotion..
baba please show karuna on my mother....
amma offering sugar candy 40 days to baba(lighting deppa all doing my dady only..she touching only sugar candy coz she not able to stand/walk) i am planning 41 day she will distribut sugar candy along with that she will distribute Shibpur baba photos (i will take color prints)...so what kharama she did it should vanish by distributing smartha sadgur abba phtos...
i don't know 41th day how is amma's codniton..if she will get enrgey it's ok..other wise..what i will do??currently she is not standing also....