Jai Sai Ram,
Hi to all, A few months back only I became a Sai devotee, and from then till now, there is not a single day when I don't experience his miracles. It was my long time wish to go to Sainath temple Shirdi, but it never actually happened. But no complain as last month only my wish was fullfilled . 19th July 2010, will always be a VIP day for me, as I was in shirdi at that time. Everything was picture perfect, but still at one corner of my heart there was something which was troubling me. Before 19th July 2010, I had always seen Sai baba live darshan on internet, so I had some idea in my mind as how will be the whole thing. I had made some plans before hand only so that I don't get nervous or over excited as I am standing infront of the lord of Universe. I want that moment of my life to be the best. It happened too, but because it was a big queue so soon Sainath went out of my sight and I found myself outside the temple. I was so upset. I wanted to talk to him. I wanted to see him . I wanted to fill his idol in my eyes. My planning was shattered. I wanted to have a piece of silent heart to heart conversation with God, but nothing happened.
At that point I wished I would have been Prime minister of India or some celebrity, as they enjoy their powers a lot at these places. No body stops them and nobody pushes them.They can do puja for next full 1 hour witjout any disturbance. Everybody from priest till the head will give undue importance to these corrupt politicans as if Sai baba, belongs to them only and we (normal people) are there just for fun. I hate this bias nature that too infront of God. Sai baba is for all. whether he is rich, poor, tall, small, white black, any caste or any religion or any gender. So in short the conclusion of the story was I was not happy. My hunger too see Sainath was not finished. When I found myself outside sainath temple that too in just couple of minutes, I started cribbing to Sainath as in Saibaba this is not done. The feeling of you has not sunk in me yet and its time for me to go. I have come from so far not for this. I wanted to see more of you. I don't know when will I get next chance. At last I came back. My shirdi trip was short and sweet infact too short and sweet. It took me 4 hrs from pune to shirdi. 10 minutes in shirdi itself to see various temple , and then again 4 hrs back from shirdi to pune.
When I came back to my city gurgaon, everyone asked me about my trip. I told them everything and pretend to be very happy, but deep inside i was feeling very restless. Suddenly my family made a plan " Lets go to Sai baba temple" On hearing this I was like lets do it. I went inside the temple and first thing which came in my mind was " Are you happy now, see I am here, waiting for you. Are your all complains gone? I am omnipresent. I know you were upset with me yesterday. Now talk to me. Have your heart to heart communication. Touch me, hug me, do whatever you want. I am all yours.
I was literally in tears. I sat there for half an hour . and was so happy. If you see my shirdi trip was now over . I had a blast. my all complains were gone. I love you Sainath. I truly do. You and your leelas are are amazing. Forgive me for all my sins .
Just be with me. Jai Sai Maa.
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