Baba came into my life around 6 years back when I was going through the worst phase in my life and had lost all faith in God. In small ways he showed me that he was there for me whenever I needed him and slowly he changed me to become a better person, the type of person I always wanted to become and helped me achieve the things I have always wanted and helped me get a good job and a wonderful fiancé.
But things weren’t going all that well since last year, I landed a job which I absolutely hated from the bottom of my heart and I used to always ask Baba why he was doing this. Imagine my disappointment when I found out the boss I absolutely hated was a devotee of Baba! Nothing made sense to me, I went through a lot of mental anguish and my work was never appreciated, they cheated me out of my salary and I was constantly harassed. Then suddenly out of the blue I was called for an interview with my “dream” company and the interview was scheduled for March. But two weeks before I could go for the interview I was laid off because the company I was working for lost the project to another bidder. It is okay to lose a job, but I am on an H1 and that means I would lose my legal status just few days from my interview with my dream job and so there was no point in attending that interview.
I was heart broken and I kept asking Baba…why did you do this to me? What sadistic pleasures were you getting out of troubling me this way? Wasn’t this past one year test enough of my patience?
I was so depressed because I would have to leave my home for at least a year. Then out of no where on a Thursday I got called for an interview with another company. This company is also very reputed but they didn’t really have a match for my skill set, but since the call came on a Thursday and I had nothing to lose I went and gave the interview. Through out the interview I felt HIS presence and when I was looking around the building I felt a voice that said that “this is what I had in mind for you, will you be happy”. Needless to say the interview went extremely well and I got the job! Not only is this a great job but I also got a much better pay package, better than I would have ever thought of and I don’t have to leave home.
I thought Baba had forsaken me, but not for a single day did I lose faith in him, I held on to him. For the first time in my life I managed to do a saptah and I told him that everything is in your hands either you can break me or make me. But if you chose to not help me this time then you can either kill me or I will never ever look at you ever again.
I went through the worst two weeks of my life but had it not been for him I don’t know where and in what state I would have been right now.
So all I can say is keep the faith, when things go bad they do not make any sense to you but he has a better plan for you and eventually you will be able to see why he did the things he did.
Thank you baba..always..
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