Staying in Baba's shelter

[vishwanath69]

OM SAI RAM

My dear brothers ans sisters of this divine forum,

My humble respects to all of you.I shall try to narrate a few incidents that has made me believe that is Baba is indeed with all of us.These are not from any literature viz published material, nor are they about someone I read in the various books about our sainath.They are deeply personal and involve me.

Prior to joining(rather re-joining this forum) I felt so frustrated.Life was a monotony with work,home and nothing else.The usualmaterialistic desires were so strong..unbelievable. However through the grace of the penmanship of some of my more enlightened brethern and sisters in this forum I seem to be changing.
I try to think of Sai if I am idle or not doing something .I just think of him, sometimes his smile and his form and sometimes his formless, and think what would Sai think if I were to do this or say that or indulge in something materialistic.You cannot imagine the hunt for unnecessary things.Then when I started to do bring a few changes..like keeping quiet and silent to most conversations, going about my work with no thought of when I would be finished for the day and feel happy for those who had achieved something I would have liked to do....things have changed.Time ticks away but in silent contemplation.My saviour has saved me many a time and his glory dawns more and more on me.Just a few seconds ago I recieved a phone call from my colleague at the hospital.He wanted me to cover his Sunday morning duty, in normal circumstances I would have refused as in my profession, a day off is something very valuable.I have spent the last 8  Sunday's doing such duties and more in the weekdays.I just replied to him in the affirmative, regardless of what reason he ed his inability or those of my other colleagues who had said sorry, but got a pooja, got a meeting, etc..I simply agreed without even asking or moaning as to why I was always the one ( many of you get the same feeling perhaps).I am going to do the Sunday duty and shall will if Baba allows me continue this silent thinking of his glory.This is not a great change perhaps but I pray to  Baba that it is  a preface to a new chapter in this mortal life. Thank you Baba..

All of this is through the the effects of this divine forum'smembers.My gratitude to you all.


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