i want to include this topic in my website
http://www.starsai.comeveryone who reads this write in short and simple words.
what shirdi saibaba means to you ?[
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sometimes when i see shirdi saibaba photo[8D] , i wonder what i am actually feeling and how i perceive him.[
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Am i praying baba just because of my struggles in life ?
its true i am suffering a lot but its common for everyone and why did i get attached to baba so much.
am i really in love with him [:I]
is it baba who is pulling me towards him[
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Will i stop doing what i desire most if baba says " dont do it"[}:)]
I know controlling desire is not a easy thing.
When i was in shirdi on may 21st 2006, i had a vision as if baba is in the form of murugan when i was standing in quee near samadhi.I could feel few things which i cant write here as i dont know how others will take it.[
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The past 10 days i am reading skandha guru kavasam[8D] ( murugan song )and it gives so much peace to me .It gives me strength to concentrate in my work and i for everyone desperately trying to control their wandering mind, i recommond this skandha guru kavasam. I am very slow in reading tamil but i manage to read it 3 to 10 times a day.
Am i taking baba for granted[
] .This is main point because sometimes i just stop using my brain and leave all works to baba which is wrong.Let it be in personal life or professional. I agree for those who really love baba, it is baba who lives in us and forces us to do things he wants us to do.
[
]Many times i feel like launghing imagining what shirdi saibaba will be thinking about what ever i am doing....he he he...someday if baba comes in front of me and asks me what u want , will i ask
baba all i need is your presence [
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baba give me all wealth and pleasure in this world[}:)]
It will do better if i ask baba to be with me always but wont a ordinary human being like me be tempted to relay on baba for wordly desires.Will i read skandha guru kavasam all my life and register in the center of my heart that the only philosophy is the fact that there is no philosophy.All the scriptures and religion flows towards
one big ocean.
"ocean of love"[:I]
anyway...these are the feeling and questions which araises in my mind.I never know what baba holds for my future.
Ok now please write ( with u r name and place if possible )
what shirdi saibaba means to you ?
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