OM SAI RAM
Dear Shiveshvar,
You are still not getting it. Again you are blaming Baba.
Baba has paid heed to you. It is you who is not able to see it.
I know the pain of heart break. But blaming others and especially God, what is that, all about??
Baba has sent us here, so that we live out to the fullest and pay off our Karmas.
People come and go, as we finish this journey. To some we get attached eternally, to some we dont.
And some become a part of our daily life. We just take them for granted.
Please stop being so cross with Baba. this is just a phase, and I promise you in future when you reflect on this time, you will actually find it extremely funny.
Yes I understand your pain, and agony.
And remember, you are the one, who can either drown in this misery or be strong and fight it.
Baba what's to see the man in you, hence he has put you throught this.
Be bold and face it with a smile, and see how Baba showers you with all his happiness.
And to do that you need to keep yourself extremely busy thru the day.
Till then....Keep Praying!!!