Dont know how to start..writing...but cant stop writing about baba presence.
7 years back after my engineering completion i went to Delhi to my cousins place for search of job. i stayed there for few months, somehow i was not able to adjust with that environment or job searching. Dis-satisfied mood always as i came far away from my parents and friends for the first time. I remember crying days days to go back to my home town again AndhraPradesh. There i found BABA photo in the house and used to cry daily infront of that photo that to show me someway to go back to my home town again. As the days passed, I got call from my mom that one of relatives showing interest to marry me. I told double OK, and I agreed for that. After that i got married to him. Initial hiccups were there to adjust to the new people [inlaws and granparents and husband] in my life. And again i found the baba photo in inlaws house and use to cry and share things with baba. I belive more in destiny and i pray god always one thing..that to take care of everybody. And my ideas of enjoying,living entirely changed after i gave birth to my baby girl. I had to go very far my home to office all these years. I thought i should get rid of this. The day came to attend interview in office which is very near by and where i can save time and take care of my baby. I cleared 1 round and attended the 2nd round. After 2nd round manager told wait for sometime to get back to me. during that waiting time in the room, I got a message from my friend about saibaba message saying that " Saibaba make a Miracle if you pass this message to 7 or 10 friends], i immediately with my whole hearted of beliving baba sent message to my 10 friends. Then manager came back told, HR will contact you and know about this interview. So again i was on the way back to my office, i got a call saying from HR that i threw all rounds. I felt very happy that moment. And the day i completely belived him my Happy days started. I read Sai Sacharitra. Peace of mind i got after reading that. I come by 2 wheelers to office daily. Sometimes i use to wish in my hearr that i should see BABA now, the miracle use to happen always in different ways: Most of the times i could see baba photo on CAR stuck traffic and honking more till i see the photo. and Some time on the way ROAD i pray god to see him, I could see shops named with his name saibaba. I feel so happy. After reading parayanam for the first time, Its been told that baba will appear in dream or in some or otherway. Never ever i use to get any dream with baba. One day i was going to temple with my husband, I saw a man belive me he looks like exactly saibaba or i should say he was saibaba. Same apperance of full long white dress, to his head also white cloth was tightly covered. I didnt tell my husband to stop the vehicle as i was completly with happiness , joy . Later i told my husband to stop the vehicle.and i went back home took rice,fruits and vegetables and offered to baba. And there after i see baba everywhere, i can feel it he is every where. I started sai charitra again. I wish i should see baba in my dreams. Can you give your presence once again and guide me in future of what i want to be in my mind. Love u baba.........thank you very much for giving my life on the earth as human being, I am for sure to do good to be others and make others happy as much possibe. Please forgive me if any mistakes i had done. Bless all the people with ur lovely hands. There is lot i want to write but not able to type those feelings. I will make it one day baba.