PARNAM BABA ,
meri life main ek ladki thi jisne mujhe jeene ka matlab sikha diya uske bager main kuch hi nhi ker pata uski judai ki tadap nemjuhe aj is mukam pe la ker khada ker diya hai k main khud nahi samjh pta k main kya tha or kya hu.main us
ladki se pyar karta hu.uska name jyoti sharma.vo bhi mujse pyar karti
thi ab nai pata karti hai ya nai...itna janta hu bhut pyar karta hu
use.vo ek aisi ladki hai jiske liye main sari umar gulami kat sakta
hu..ye tb shuru hua jb hum collage main padte the.tb to mene use dekha
hi tha.mujh main itni himmat nai hoti thi k us se bat karu.bt ek din
hamne phn pe chat hui.mene use 95 parsent sach kaha.use mene sach kaha
k main smart ni hu.sawla hu.vo ladki sunder thi.usko mene parpose
kiya.usne mana kar diya.but mene har na mani.usne mujhe frnd bna
liya.fir hum roz bate karne lage.use b mujhse bat karna acha lagne
laga..mere dil ko lagne laga k vo ladki b mujhe pyar karne lagi
hai.mene us se pucha k jyoti main janta hu tum mujhe pyar karti ho.bt
main tumahre muh se sunana chahta hu..to meri khushi ka thikana nai
raha jb usne ha kaha..hum roz bate karne lage.or ek din us ladki ne
apni bua se meri bat karvai.us ki bua ne mujhe bina dekhe phn pe bat
kar k pasand kar liya.mene phir b sacha btaya main smart ni.bt kya
karta.pyar main andha jo tha.us ladki ka pehle affair tha b vo dil ki
saf thi.ladka desh chod kar chala gya tha.us ladke ne aesi harkat ki
ke jyoti ko us se nafrat ho gayi.mujhse pyar karti thi main janta
tha.uski bua.se jb main mila tb usne mujhe reject kar diya..main janta
tha ye hona hai.main tutata chala gya.usne jyoti ko b pati pada di k
ye ladka tere lyak ni.mene bht koshish.ladki mujhe pyar karti thi.isi
liye usne mujhse bolna ni choda.bt uski bua k karan mujhse jhagada ho
gya.guse main main galat bol gya main manta hu.bt mera intention galat
nai tha.6 mahine rista chala hamara.uski bua ne us se mujhe juda kar
diya.mene har ni mani.us wakat jobe b ni karta tha.mene than li k jobe
karunga or paisa kamaunga itna k duniya dekhegi.aj mujhe 4 mahine ho
gye juda hoye.vo bht royi bht royi.mene shehar chod diya har wakat
rota rehta.usko bhulane ki koshish bht bt hua ni. Mujhe kai bar feel
hua k galati kardi is ladki se bat kar k.bt itoa pyar karta hu usko ke
duri sehan ni hoti.ek din meri behan ne kaha esa karne se kuch ni
ho.apne apko esi position pe le kar pehle k us ladki ka rutba tere se
nicha ho.gulti use mehsus ho tuje kho kar.mene than li k main esa
banuga.main apne shehar wapis aya.jobe join ki..main aj b rota hu.vo
hi ek ladki hai jise liye itni mehnat kar raha hu.jo frnds kehte the k
tu kuch ni kar sakta aj unko mere kam se jelious hoti hai.bhagwan ne
mujhe bs rup ni diya.jyoti ko iskia dukh bht kam tha.bt tha jrur.bt vo
pyar karti thi.usne mujhse bat karna chod diya tha..meri zindgi main
do khuwashen hai ek mom dad khush rakhna or dusra agr jyoti se meri
shadi ho to uski mathe pe kbhi shikan na lana.bs.or kuch nai..ap jo
kahenge main karunga.bs ap ye btao kya hmari shadi ho sakti hai.apki
bht kirpa hogi.marte dam tk yad rakhunga apko.