Baba, please forgive all my sins and bless us with a healthy child.
Today is your holy day. My husband was feeling sad thinking about baby yesterday evening, he has always been strong and very supportive. He does not believe in God except you, he thinks that you will always protect us and bless us with a child. If I had not miscarried, my baby would be born in Dec. Baba, dont you know how much it hurts to think about it? We have always tried to be good and help others whenever possible, then why are you testing us?
My husband has never even in his dreams, caused any harm to anybody. In the past, I have told that I dont want babies but now I know how wrong I was. I want one healthy child baba, one baby which will represent all the love and affection we share. I dont have anybody with whom I can share my feelings. My mother is also desperate but I cannot tell her that we are desperately trying too. All my friends have kids now. I dont need anything else baba, except a healthy baby and my husband.
Astrologers have told that I might have trouble conceiving but I dont want to believe in them, I have faith in you. I know that you can make anything happen. I know all you want in return is shraddha and saburi but Baba, its difficult to wait when somebody wants a child so bad. You dont understand the pain a woman goes through waiting to conceive. I want to have patience, I want to have faith but everyday it is becoming more and more difficult. Sometimes, I am scared that i might not conceive at all. I get angry when I see people who do not want babies and who talk bad about others, delivering healthy babies. I feel that being good and doing the right thing does not help.
I cannot take it anymore baba. Please burn all our sins and bless us with a child. Bless my husband Baba, you know that he very good. you know that he deserves to be a dad. He will be a very good dad. I have lost my dad when I was a kid. I always thought when I have a baby of my own, I will see my kid enjoy with his/her dad and forget the pain of not having a dad. You are my father baba, please dont leave me. Please bless us with a healthy child Baba.
Today is your holy day, please burn all our sins and bless us with a healthy child
- OM SAI RAM