I am very grateful to Sai baba since the day i started my studies. In my pre-primary level, i got so ill that doctors said i would die soon. My mother didn't lose hope and started keeping vrat on thursdays and said she'll keep it the long she lives. During my illness, i would not eat at all and was bed ridden for 1 whole year. so i missed 1 year of pre-primary school. My mom says Sai baba came in the form of a lady, who gave me a spoon of some liquid, which i surprisingly accepted to drink. The moment this happened, i started recovering day by day and doctors were surprised.
After surviving from my death bed, my mom prayed for sai so that i get admitted to a school without having to repeat pre-primary level, this wish was granted and it was very hard at that time to enter primary level without pre-primary level and the surprising thing was that i was able to top in my class at that time.
Then i got ill again and had to miss 2 more years of primary school level to stay in hospital. in this moment i lost my seat in the school as well. yet, my mother didn't lose hope and prayed for sai so that i recover soon. Her wish was granted again and i got admitted to some other better school without having to repeat those 2 years i lost.
Then when i was expecting all A's for my 6th class but could score only 4 A's and surprisingly, that very year..the government decided that 4A's will be enough to get admitted to a good school.
After admission to my new college, i used to top again in my classes but when i reached in 11th class, i failed in one subject and feared that i would fail in my cambridge SC exams. One week after, a family had visited my place and suggested me a teacher. That particular teacher had so much of patience to look after and rectify each and every mistake of mine. So was the case for chemistry for which i was fearing to fail. i prayed for sai so that i get very good results and i came out with distinctions in those 2 subjects including all my other subjects..
2 years after, it was time already for me to give My higher school certificate exams for cambridge and i had deviated so much from my studies in those 2 years that i feared i might fail or score very badly. But 2 months before giving those exams, i had worked very hard. the fear was to fail because all throughout 2 years, i didn't give any efforts. i didn't ask for sai to make me pass this time because i was feeling very guilty. Instead i had asked for him to make all my friends who deserve to pass to come out with flying colours. I was so very surprised to score all A's for my higher school certificate.
On year ago, i asked sai for a medical seat and this wish was granted also.
now i am 19 years old already and i am a MBBS student. But unfortunately i am going through a very bad time and feel sai has left my hand. everyday i cry because i have failed in many small internal assessments . Now, i am giving a very important semester exams and i have worked day and night, spent sleepless nights.. but i couldn't give my best for exams. i feel i will fail, and i can't stop crying. It has already costed so much for my 5 year course..now if i fail, i will have to pay more money and lost of time as well if i repeat... i just ask for sai baba to make me pass because i have worked a lot for my exams, yet i couldn't answer the questions well. everything went very badly for my exams eventhough i asked for your support baba.. i don't know why things are going this way
i really feel that baba is not listening to me.. i don't know what to do , because eventhough i work very hard to revise, the questions ask something else each and every time.. i feel all my efforts are going into water..
Please babaaaaaaaaa, i need you a LOT help me..otherwise i will put my own family in trouble
:'(I am very depressed.
I need everyone's prayer
Baba i love you so much