baba r u thr for me???//
really baba u r not at al with me now...its conformed.
i cant bare this situation any more....i want to kill myself...
how to do tat? ... u broken my heart... from pasat 3years u r killing me like anything....but now in this important situation also ...u r playing wit me...!!!! am not at all concentrating on any thing...even ....am not easting any thing ..n at least drinking ..anyhting properly... baba patience means...this only?/// my heart was broken like a small small peices...
i dont want anything....any more...am like a dead skin...n body rounding on d earth n waiting 4 my last days...baba....u had cheated me like anything...y u r giving dreams for me?? n that dreams also v.v.clear ? all those r my imaginations?? by those dreams only my heart was broken/...here d things r going totally reverse...u r not at all ther for me!111 its confirmed....
baba in every turning movement ...u r throwing me into d vally...
i am only d most sinner...than everyone...its confirmed/...my eyes r dried .....n u r no where for me...........
y to live in this earth?// i dont want this life any more...
baba faith n patience means this only?
/// i am always a lonly person....n through u r only thr for me!!!! n now its proved n confired that u r also no where fo rme??/
ok baba ....its wish ...tat...killing my heart in small small peices...k u continue tat.....my baba is no whr for me....that's alll
guruji//.....i cant bare this pain any more......alll ur words r came false for me....u r turning plates like anything...u r cheating me...like anything....u know tat also....n ur words r not at all true... guruji means///beating....devotees only...not at all saving??? ,...praying to my baba is worst...than anything...baba u r not in a position to save me....then who else will save me baba///...
baba .....my mind is totally blank.....no prayers of mine r answerd frompast 3years...for whom i have live baba///....u r not at al responding to me.....in any time....