BUT –I have a question SAI. After 4 year's of my sufferings, why again you want me to go through one more TEST of sufferings? May be DEVA, these are your ways of testing us at different points of our life. Probably, you want to turn your devotees more Physically, Mentally and Emotionally stronger.ChandaSai, Just to share, Some Years Ago, In our class, I saw our instructor practicing very basic stances and kicks. I was shocked and asked, Usually you practice very advance techniques, Katas and Kicks, These are supposed to be for beginners. He was black belt holder that time. He Replied, Yes, I Know, But, If I won’t be perfect in basic techniques, I’ll never be able to perform advance techniques.
There is a word I like very much, Kaizen. means never ending improvement. Whatsoever you do in all areas of life, there is always a scope of improvement. If you remember in confession somewhere I wrote, In Martial Arts People practice day and night so hard, Just to bring glory in their life and make their Master feel proud on them.
Every Master wants his student (or devotees) to be Physically, Mentally and Emotionally strong. What’s wrong. But, He doesn’t get everyone on field and test. Tests happen at various levels. You qualify test then another Test. It is not easy, So painful. Worst part is before you win others, You have to win yourself, your all weaknesses..
But, This Test is not mandatory, If someone does not want and wants to return. He can quit any time. But, When He will get next chance, only God Knows!
But, There is good part too, If you go for Test, Master never leaves his students free, He remains with them, If student chant Thy Name, Say 4 hours in night, He never left alone, Master stays with him , all the moment to listen his all chanting.
Don’t be afraid, Have Firm faith on Sai, Everything will be Fine with a great life, which at this state even can’t be imagined!
May Sai Bless You!
http://forum.spiritualindia.org/tests-of-god-t32826.0.htmlom sri sai ram!