Baba, I have been doing this mistake for the past 8 years.This mistake has been the main hindrance between you and me.I tried to stop it many times,but it still occured.I vowed many times on you not to do it, but I still did it.I imagine those painful moments you felt when I did it infront of you.But you still give me many things.You won me by love, as only you can.I am extremely sorry for my wrong deeds. I can't convince myself how you felt. Please forgive me. Everyday you show me the value of what you gave me. I just can't imagine what would have been my position if you would not have looked after me. But I still irritated you with my behaviour. I am sorry baba...............Please baba.................forgive me..............Please.MOST IMPORTANTLY PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO OVERCOME THE FINAL BARRIER TO REACH YOU.I KNOW YOU WILL GIVE ME.BECAUSE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME ALL THESE YEARS.
SORRY BABA...........................VERY SORRY.