DEAR VJRAO, PLS DONT LOSE HEART , I KNOW IT WILL NOT HELP YOU IN HEARING THIS , BUT THERE ARE MILLIONS OUT THERE WHO ARE IN WORSE SHAPE THAN YOU ARE . HAVING SAID THIS , I WOULD LIKE TO HUMBLY SUGGEST THAT INSTEAD OF SAYING BABA "DO THIS FOR ME , THEN I WILL RECITE YOUR NAME " , YOU START CHANTING HIS NAME 108 TIMES , IF POSSIBLE , IF NOT LESS , BUT DO IT DAILY , IN 11 DAYS YOU WILL SEE POSITIVE CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE. OM SAIRAM, JAI SAIRAM, JAI JAI SAIRAM.