om sai ram dear manmeet,
ek baat bolon, hum insanon ka apne man par control rakhna bahut mushkil hota hai. lekin agar aap kisi se attract ho gayee then it doesnt mean ki app apne husband se pyar ni karti ya phir kuch bahut bada paap kiya hai. these things are very natural, it can happen to any1 be a person is married or not.
to itna mat socho, baba ji bi sab jante hain. read this part of chapter XLIX in sai satcharitra and i hope ki apko thoda acha lage.
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When Nanasaheb was once sitting in the Masjid with Mhalasapati and others, a Mahomedan gentlemen from Bijapur came with his family to see Baba. Seeing gosha (veiled) ladies with him, Nanasaheb wanted to go away, but Baba prevented him from doing so. The ladies came and took the
darshan of Baba. When one of the ladies removed her veil in saluting Baba's feet and then resumed it again, Nanasaheb, who saw her face, was so much smitten with her rare beauty that he wished to see her face again. Knowing Nana's restlessness of mind, Baba spoke to him after the lady had left the
place as follows - "Nana, why are you getting agitated in vain? Let the senses do their allotted work, or duty, we should not meddle with their work. God has created this beautiful world and it is our duty to appreciate its beauty. The mind will get steady and calm slowly and gradually. When the front door was open, why go by the back one? When the heart is pure, there is no difficulty, whatsoever. Why should one be afraid of any one if there be no evil thought in us? The eyes may do their work, why should you feel shy and tottering?"
i hope you got your answer manmeet ji.
are you sikhni?
om shri sai nathay namah.....