SAI GURU DEVA,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHOULD I SAY......I HAVE COMMITTED SO MANY MISTAKES IN LIFE WHICH CANNOT BE UNDONE, BUT I DEFINITELY REPENT FOR ALL WHAT I HAVE DONE....I KNOW I HAVE HURT A LOT OF PEOPLE IN LIFE AND ALSO MADE MANY PEOPLE SUFFER BECAUSE OF MY ACTIONS.....I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I HAVE THE RIGHT TO EVEN ASK YOU TO WASH OF MY SINS, BUT PLEASE DO FORGIVE ME......I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE ASKING YOU TO FULFILL MY WISHES, WHICH I USED TO ASK ALL THESE DAYS....BUT TODAY WITH ALL MY HEART I SINCERELY ASK YOU TO GIVE ME SOME PEACE, WHICH IS TOTALLY LOST IN ME......I KNOW FOR SURE THAT YOU ARE WITH ME AND GUIDING ME....BUT PLEASE HELP ME GET OVER THE PAIN I AM GOING THROUGH FOR YEARS......I AM STILL HOLDING ON WITH THE TWO WORDS OF YOURS, "FAITH" AND "PATIENCE'......OM SAI RAM!!!!!!