bhawna ji, marioban29 ji and deepali ji,
thanks a lot for your prayers.........thank you very much.
but i think.......i am lost. at time baba shows that i am right............at time he shows i am wrong.
i am soooooooo confused.............pata nahi kya ho raha hai? kuch samajh me nahi aa raha hai.
ab to mai baba se kuchh mangta bhi nahi hun............phir bhi baba bahut door lag rahe hai.
bas dil bahut udaas hai aaj..............lag raha hai jaise sab kuch khatam ho chuka hai............ab kuch baaki nahi hai.
mera devotion baba ke prati samarpit hai.......magar bas dil kar raha hai ki ye topic bhi lock kar dun.........jaise maine apne baaki ke sare topic lock kar diye hai.
mai baba ke liye samarpit ho chuka hun. mai baba ki seva karta hi rahunga..........jitni mai kar sakta hun.
aap sabka ek baar dil se shukriya karna chahta hun.
om sai ram.