Om Sai Ram
Sai, I always use to feel that when people pray, they only ask you to relieve them of their pains and miseries and for their family's well being. Probably this was because I've always been so occupied with my own problems. But then I joined this forum a few days back, and I now know that I was not completely correct. I am in awe to see so many people praying for each other. I have now understood that it is your positive energy Sai baba, which helps your followers take the path of selflessness.
The above reason is why I write about my problem here. This is in the hope that you will answer my prayers sooner when my friends here pray with me…
Baba, my family has been bearing the brunt of loans and the interest thereon for years now. Even our family business has been into losses for years. Having understood the situation, I always wanted that at least I should be able to pay for my expenses. So I started with a job in textile company and continued working with decent performance. But having worked for 2 years there, I knew I could do better things, and decided to upgrade skills by pursueing MBA. So, I joined my family business and started preparing and appearing for entrances. After toiling for 2 hard years I finally managed to get admission in a good b-school. However, in the very beginning of my course, I lost love of my life and went under severe depression. I was not able to concentrate on studies, still somehow I managed to get decent scores in exams and completed MBA with finanace specialisation. All I did was just study hard and memorise things,rather than digging deep for knowledge. Due to low level of finance knowledge I ended up getting a Business Development (sales) role in a bank. Although, the job paid me well; there was huge pressure of targets. And in April end this year I lost my job for consistently not achieving the monthly targets. The bad fall in the market added to misery in my performance.
Having lost my job, I registered on various job portals but all offers I received were in the same profile of Banking/Insurance sales. Having had bad experience in this role and having understood all the facets of the job I had decided not to venture back into the same role. I have since been applying to roles I would like to take up, however lack of experience in those roles has got me no interview calls.
I have been unemplyed for over 2 months now and extremely stressed of how I can rebuild my career. Baba, please help me…please guide me in this.
Baba please help me and my family…bless us…with your blessing some day I will pay off my family’s loans and bring it back on the track of happiness and prosperity.
Om Sai Ram
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