deva....
it is un bearable to me...help me baba.. menae is janam mae kisi ko bhi..dukh nahi diya
hae.. lekhin sab lok mujae dukh dethae hae.. phir bhi mem prarthana karthi hum “remove
my bad karmas...please accept my & my babies prayers...please make changes in to my husban's family..please fill with their mind with mercy & love.”.after the death of my husband..they are very cruel to me & my baby.. our mere ghar..bhi woh sold kiya hae..sasoomma nae mere husband..kae nam par vilpathraa likha dha..husband ki death kae bath woh vapaz usko..mila....waham ki halath achi nahi.dhi..isliyae woh ghar mujae chodna..pada..
M em our mere betti mere father ki ghar wapaz aya..our ek noukari bhi doondliya.
bhagavansae..thanks..hae..bhagavan ki kripa sae meane mere graduation, DCA.. shadi sae pahale pass huwa dha..isliyae..mem.. yeham bydkar..kam karthi hum...The next month..( dece.2nd)accident case will be closed .. baba please help me..please fill the judge's mind with the mercy.. ..please make a good judgement which is favourable to me..no body..is here to help..me .3 months before..my father..died due to cancer...i have lost my father too...he is the only person..who is always with me.... mere father ki mrithyu ki khbar zunkar bhi..mere husband ki ghar sae koyi nahi aya..menae baba sae poochliya" baba kyom...un lokom ko...iesa bana dia...un lokomko keliyae..money sab kuch hae.usae..achi..man doo baba..kripa karoo sai ”
.mere our mere bettiki...share bhi who lok cheen liya hae...balance share bhi mujsae..cheen liyae keliyae woh koshish kar raha..hae.. Ajj Mujae.. mere sab sisters & brothers ko eh kahana..hae.." bahu ko..appnae betti samachoo..apnae beattae kae death kae bath usae.. & bachae ko..chodana math.."
Here in kerala baba ka nam ki koyi mandir nahi hae.. jab mem baba ko dekhna chahthi hum thab Dathatraya ki mandir jakar mem prarthana karthi hum...woh Gure Datha ki..avathar hae naa..isliyae..mujae..enghlish fluency..nahi dhi.mem ek malayalaee devootte hae..lekhin ..mujae aap sab ko mere eh kahani. kahana chahthi thi..lekhin fluecny nahi dhi..ki karan who chodna..pada ..lekhin baba ki sahayatha sae..mujae..english our hindi mix karkae..aaj mere kahani poora huwa hae..
my dear sisters & brothers ..there is so many mistakes in hindi..phir phi mem soch rahi hum..jo mem likhana chahthi thi who sab aap ko baba..dighavoongii .ab mere ghar mem mere Amma, betti & brother hae. Mere Amma har samay mere barae mem soch kar..rothi hae..kyomki..amma kae..mar jane kae bath...mem our meri bachae ko..koyi nahi hae..2 or 3 years kae bath mere bhayya ki shadi hogi..ab pappa bhi nahi hae...isliyae Amma ek acahe manwala..,mujae our mere bachae ko sweekar karnae wala ek ladkae keliyae inthazar karthae hae...amma kahthi hae..baba uski..icha poori karengi...agar baba app ek life mujae dena chathi thoo.mujae ek bhagavan ko darnaewalae ko doo baba mujae..bada ghar, car,money kuch nahi chahiyae.....bhagavan meane mere husbandki..dependendant job ko apply kiya dha waham bhi mere sasoomma akar problem create kiya hae...menae dubara apply kiya hae...kripa karoo sai...it is unberable to me...menae..2 bar suicide karnae sochtha da..lekhin..menae apni amma father ,betti sab kae bare sochkar chod diya...father last wish da..mere bhayya ko ek achi noukari milna..woh fire & safety engg & electrician bhi pass huaw hae phir bhi ..koyi achi noukari nahi mila hae..deva daya..karoo unohnae..ek govt noukari keliyae..application send kiya hae...usae woh..noukari deedoo baba...help me..baba to get my ornaments. mere mangal soothra..our two bangle , long chain kae alawa kuch nahi hae mere pass.. ( my father given to me in my marriage..(around 400 gm gold) woh sab husband ki amma , husband..our relatives nae..mujsae..cheen liya hae..)
kripa karosai…………………………………………………..eh sab likhanae kae bath mere angoomae azzoo aa rahi hae sai…ek malayalee ladki hum mem.....mujae patha nahi hae.deva..meane eh sab kysa likhaa?mem janthi hum sai..is samay mem nahi app nae likaha hae
baba ap janthi hum mem ap kis situation mem he...apki ichase aaj mem ek ward councilor ban chuki he...election mem jeeth gaya. woh mere election ki ward number bhi 18 dha..ab mere village mem (my ward) kuch problem he woh ap janthi he...joh apne muje kaha he..woh mem karrahi hum..mem kisi ko side nahi boolungi..jo muje vote diya he uske side mem truth nahi he tho , mem kaise uski side bolungi..mere nazar mem vote diya huwa person and vote nahi huwa person sab ek he...mem abhi us ward ki councilor he mere nazar mem sab voters ek he..kiski side..mem sach he uski side mem bolungi...sab apki charanom he ..swamii.. plse awoo baba...mere village mem rahna..
sai ram
apki betty