felt like sharing this

[Kirti1]

OM SAI RAM,

Hi frendz,
I felt like sharing with you  something which I experienced some time back. Should I call it Baba's miracle??
In Dec. last year, i had met up with my other half, (we are apart, for reasons best known to his parents).
He has suffered a lot in the past, mentally and physically. The doctor detected liver infection which seems bad, though not serious, but alarming enough to act upon.

We were just discussing about the finance and other aspects, and then he told me he would take care of the money.
I was worried alll the while as to how it would be done,etc.

Baba is everything for m. I fight with him and love him, share with him and so on.
one day I talked to him about the infection....and it was as if he was speaking.
I was reminded of Bhagoji Shinde, who despite of being a SAi bhakt, could not be cured of Leprosy, cause Baba said that all have to pay for their karmas here itself.

But at the same time I reminded Baba that, it is you only who said, "Their suffering is my suffering" and he had pulled up his kurta to show the stones that he suffered by a son who's mother and come to him for cure.
And then as if he was speaking again he said, I am suffering the same infection too!
I then told him, "why should you suffer alone? I have committed to take his share of pain and suffering, so let me also suffer the infection and pain along with it."

And guess what, after that I had fallen sick for 2 weeks, doctor doubting malaria, etc. but as it turned out, it was stomach infection.I have never had prolonged illness or disease, max that has happened is  viral fever or terrible cough and cold.

Should I call it a Miracle??
Does it mean Baba is saying, "I will give you all you want, but be patient".

I think so. It is a miracle for me and it is Baba's way of letting me know that he listens to me whenever I talk to him, no matter where I am.

I know we all are surrounded by doubt. And it is fine. Dont feel guilty.
BABA KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYONE.

But dont be surrounded for long, snap out and say, " Baba you know how my mind is. At the end of it all, do only that, what is best for me and give me brains to realize and accept it"

Fight, quarrel, hate, love, ....do everything you feel with Baba........but at the end of it all.............
[b]KEEP THE FAITH.[/b][/color]