dear pinki ji ...
sai ram sorry to hear about your situation…but dont lose hope..every things possible they say if you want it.
Have faith that things are going to get better and it will.But mostly have faith in baba ask Him to help you and believe in your heart He’s going to help and it will happen.You have to have faith,and believe in sai .If you have not already done it,ask Him into your life right now.Just say,baba I am a sinner,I am asking you to come into my life and be my Lord and Savior right now. if possible then pls read ssc ....Your whole live will change.I’ll pray for you also.
god bless you
om sai shri sai jai jai sai
Nimmi