I need justice !!

[abhihemuaol]

Dear Sai BABA
I am suffering a great pain from last 6 years , someone cheated me very badly but i never gave her any answer of that, I really loved her so never argued with her, but she was already 'experienced' as she told me, so i was 2nd for her but she was first for me (she started the affair), and so she made me just a time pass i am really hurt, she never paid attention to my feelings she just made me a topic of humor/gossip with her friends...
wasn't it her responsibility to take care of me & my feelings?

6 years ago she left me without any reason... her family shifted to Nagpur, she never contacted me (no see, no contact ,nothing) she just forgot me...I am unable to show how much pain i got from her irresponsible act, even today i cry in her remembrance every night...Last year i for the first time went to Sai Temple in Jamnagar (my first visit to Sai Temple in my life,where i felt a divine presence ), so i prayed for the justice for the first time, earlier i used to pray that she should come back to me now after my visit to Sai Temple for the first time it seemed to me that i have the right to bring her back in my life, so i am praying Sai BABA to send her back to provide me justice, i never cheated her it was she who cheated me...
Please Sai BABA please listen to my prayers...i am really depressed...
Jai Sai Ram

[jubs]

Hi Abhi,

Om sai Ram...................
What to say after reading ur story about love.its nice to know that u also belive  baba n faith on baba.baba is very dayalu n he will show u the right path.but dear abhi i wud like to tell u that if she really loves u thn she shud hav left u like this,so bab has given us the power to judje wht is right n wrong.so o u really think that is she love u?if she is for u thn surely she will be back to u n baba will send her to u,if she is not for u thn baba can't do anything.u just ask urself dilse u will get ur reaply abhi.

its 6yrs back case,phir bhi i will pary 4u to baba that baba plz get back his love to abhi.baba plz listen to his prayers coz he has full faith on u n i know if u want u can do anything baba.so bless him with lots of happiness with tht girl.

om sai jai jai sai
om sai jai jai sai

[chandan.kasturi]

Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai

[saiputra]

i wud jus say never give up coz that is what drives us....jai sai ram..i'll pray 4 u jai sai ram..

[saib]

"Man is made or unmade by himself. In the armory of thought he forges the weapons by which he destroys himself. He also fashions the tools with which he builds for himself heavenly mansions of joy and strength and peace. By the right choice and true application of thought, man ascends to the divine perfection. By the abuse and wrong application of thought he descends below the level of the beast. Between these two extremes are all the grades of character, and man is their maker and master."

Did not use the word love but Justice? Isn’t it a sense of revenge? You already know, She never took you seriously for whatsoever reason. Now what you want, when you feel she might be happy in her world, some bad incident to happen in her life and then she remember you and come to you? It happens, nothing unusual. Because it’s human nature.

Chandan’s message is good, but most difficult to adopt. She has gone, Let her go. Forgive and forget her. Baba always says do whatsoever but never at the cost of your self respect. Don’t seek any human’s mercy. Some circumstances, sufferings and pains We handle in our life to move to right path of life. If We could not make it happen, life again get wasted.

I am not saying just forget her immediately. Think about other things of life. Life is big. Live at large. Don’t crave, trust Sai, If she is part of your destiny, She will return to you, a changed one, if not in this life…………..might be next life. Leave the decision of Sai in Sai’s hand only. He knows very well what to give you, when and how.

Think what was hidden message of your destiny behind this incident of your life. My beloved baba always says, whatsoever happens in your life, there is always a reason behind that, nothing is irrelevant.

This is what I think…………Decision or choice in your hand. Be strong.

May Sai Bless You!

om sri sai ram!

[chandan.kasturi]

"Man is made or unmade by himself. In the armory of thought he forges the weapons by which he destroys himself. He also fashions the tools with which he builds for himself heavenly mansions of joy and strength and peace. By the right choice and true application of thought, man ascends to the divine perfection. By the abuse and wrong application of thought he descends below the level of the beast. Between these two extremes are all the grades of character, and man is their maker and master."

Did not use the word love but Justice? Isn’t it a sense of revenge? You already know, She never took you seriously for whatsoever reason. Now what you want, when you feel she might be happy in her world, some bad incident to happen in her life and then she remember you and come to you? It happens, nothing unusual. Because it’s human nature.

Chandan’s message is good, but most difficult to adopt. She has gone, Let her go. Forgive and forget her. Baba always says do whatsoever but never at the cost of your self respect. Don’t seek any human’s mercy. Some circumstances, sufferings and pains We handle in our life to move to right path of life. If We could not make it happen, life again get wasted.

I am not saying just forget her immediately. Think about other things of life. Life is big. Live at large. Don’t crave, trust Sai, If she is part of your destiny, She will return to you, a changed one, if not in this life…………..might be next life. Leave the decision of Sai in Sai’s hand only. He knows very well what to give you, when and how.

Think what was hidden message of your destiny behind this incident of your life. My beloved baba always says, whatsoever happens in your life, there is always a reason behind that, nothing is irrelevant.

This is what I think…………Decision or choice in your hand. Be strong.

May Sai Bless You!

om sri sai ram!

Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai

Sai Ram... very nicely said Saib ji... you expressed exactly what I wanted to say.

[saib]

Dear Chandan,

It is all Sai's mercy. Otherwise how a small person like me can express anything. I never thought one day I would be writing something on spirituality. But, I am also aware how easy it is to say, so most is to understand and adopt in our life. There is a song “Dil to baccha hai”, Same is our condition, Dil bado bado ko nachata hai, Bus log bhi jid par ad jate hai, baba sirf yahi chahiye aur kuch nahi, jaise ek baccha jab kisi khilone ke liye machal utatha hai……kitna mushkil hota hai use manana. Bade Bade yogi, sant in icchaon se nahi bach sake to hum jaise mamooli log kya bachenge…………….par fir bhi ek sacchai hai, jo puri tarah shardha lekar sai ke pass jaye aur kahe bahut hua, ab mujhe is sabse mukat karo, to second bhi nahi lagta, Jise bade bade sant, yogi nahi jan pate, who sai ya budh ka ek mamoli sa sewak samajh jata hai, shayad ahamn na hone ki wajah se.

tabhi to kahte hai na:

"Nanak Dukhia Sab Sansar, So Sukhia Jis Naam Adhaar"

Sab kisi na kisi dukh me uljhe pade hai, kisi ko pyar ka gam hai, kisi ke pass kam nahi, koi maa baap se dukhi to koi baccho se, kisi ki promotion nahi ho rahi, kisi ko man pasand kam nahi mil raha, kisi ko man pasand college ya school me admission nahi mil raha, koi akela hai to koi joint family se dukhi hai...............to fir yeh Question aata hai, kya is sansar me sab dukhi hai???

Nahi, Baba Nanak ne iska bhi jawab diya hai, “So Sukhia Jis Naam Adhaar”. Jinhone us malik ke naam  se khud ko jod liye, fir dukh unke jeevan ne nahi rahte. Wahi jindgi, wahi taklife par ab koi bandan nahi, koi tadap ya pida nahi, itni samajh aa jati hai yeh sab to temporary hai, kuch samay ke liye is duniya me aaye hai, kya is sundar se jeevan ko yu hi ro dokar khtam kar de. Jab Sai ka naam man me koi rakhta hai, sab bandan kat jate hai, jeevan puri tarah se shant ho jata hai..............aur kuch mangna nahi padta, Jo hota hai unki iccha aur blessing se sab accha hota hai.

........any way kuch jaida hi lamba ho gaya, jaida bore nahi karma chahiye, who bhi Sunday ko.

Your picture messages are really awesome. I’ll see if could convert the same in presentation mode.

Jai Sai Ram!

[abhihemuaol]

Thanks jubs, chandan.kasturi, saib...
Thank you for your kind replies...
@ chandan.kasturi - your reply with picture messaage "Forget & forgive others' faults" (#5,@09:20:45 PM) brought tears in my eyes (really Lovely message).
I really want to forgive her but i can't stop loving her 'Agar main bhool pata to kab ka bhool jata' ; pain is unbearable.

Maine poore 5 saal use bhulane ki koshish ki par nahin bhool paya, hazaaron bar prayer kiya ki main use bhool jaaun... par nahin bhool paya thak kar 6 saalon me pehli baar Sai se prayer kiya, aur wahi ab bhi kar raha hun...

Revenge is not Justice, atleast use itna bata dena chahiye tha ki wo kahan aur kyon ja rahi hai itni taqleef to nahin hoti.
He Sai BABA krupa kar ya to mujhe is taqleef se baahar nikaliye, ya use wapas bhej dijiye...I am leaving the decision to you BABA...
Jai Sai Ram

[abhihemuaol]

I used the term "Justice" it doesn't mean that i want "revenge "
pyar me badla nahi liya jata...mera to bas itna kehna tha ki kisi aur ki galti ki saza mai kyon bhugat raha hun, justice to yahi hoga ki mai is taqleef se baahar aa jaun.

[vani2727]

abhi ji there could be two possibilities, one thing is ho sakta hai k usko aapki kadar kabi na kabi samajh me aye or wo apke pass wapis aa jae, but on the other side ye b ho sakta hai ki wo apko puri tarah se bhul gayi ho (god forbid aisa na ho) now u have to decide if u want to live ur life with the first option, if yes then baba pe chod do or unpar puri tarah se trust karo or itna trust karo ki baba ko apki sunni he pade and then one day will come when u will b with her....
on the other hand shayad abi apko yeh sochna b acha na lage ki woh apko bhul gai hai but still u have to live ur life and in order to make ur life meaningful u have to divert urself, which might take sometime
then also u just make ur mind once and leave everything on sai,, he will surely guide u in the best possible way u could ever think of..and likewise ur miseries, difficulties will come to an end automatically

this is what i believe nd am going thru the same n things hv become easier for me by thinking likewise and holding HIS hand...and if i hv said something wrong i apologise..

in a nutshell i just want to say TRUST SAI BLINDLY evrything will be fine!!

[abhihemuaol]

Thanks Vaniji
truly said, i am leaving the decision to Sai BABA, and trusting him blindly because i know whatever decision he takes for me would be better than the way that i would choose...allah malik
I am doing parayan of Shri Sai Satcharitra for the first time in my life n i am at 43 chapter, and i am really really feeling great, i am also of opinion that Sai was not a saint he was God...
Sai hum sab ke true love humen jarur dilayenge...
Jai Sai BABA

[chandan.kasturi]

Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai

"To be FREE from all shackles, always chant 'SAI'SAI',
shedding all cleverness, arrogance or egoism and brazenness."

[vani2727]

i will pray for you and wish u get all the happiness in your life :-)

keep praying!!

[abhihemuaol]

Thanks Vaniji, thanks for ur prayer, thanks everyone !!
May Sai bless us all...
Jai Sai BABA

[jubs]

Kashto ki kali chhaya dukh dayee hai,
jeevan main ghor udasi layee hai,
sankat ko taalo sai duhayee hai,
tere siva na koi sahayee hai

mere maan teri murat samayee hai,
har pal har khyaan  mahima samaai hai,
ghaar mere kastoan ki aandhee ayee hai,
aapne kyun meri sudh bhulayee hai

tum bhole nath ho daya bidhan ho,
tum hanuman ho maha balban ho,
tum hee ram aur shyaam ho,
sare jagat main sabse mahan ho,

tum hi maha kali tum hi maa sharda,
karta hun prathana bhav se taar de,
tum hi muhhammad ho garib nawaz ho,
nanak ki baani main issha ke saath ho,

tum hi digamber tum hi kabir ho,
ho buddha tum hi aur mahvir ho,
sare jagat ka tun hi adhar ho
nirakar ki aur sakar ho,

karta hun bandana prem biswas se,
suno sai allah ke waste,
andhero pe mere nahi muskan hai,
ghar mera laga smashan hai


raham najar karo ujjde biran pe,
zindegi sangbaregi ekk vardan hai,
paapoan ki dhup se taan laga haar ne,
aapka yeh daas laga pujarne,

aapne sada hee laaz bachai hai,
der na hojaye maan shakrayee hai,
dheere dheere dhiraj hi khota hai,
maan main basa viwas hi rota hai,

meri kalpana sakar kardo,
suni jindehi main rang bhar do,
tote tote paapoan ka bhar zindegi se,
mein gaya haar zindegi se,

naath abbgun abb too bisaro,
kastoan ki lahar se aakke ubbaro,
kareta hun paap main paapoan ki khaan hun,
gyaani tum gyaaneswar main agyaan hun,

karta hun pag pag par paapoan ki bhul main,
taar do jiwan yeh charano ki dhul se,
tumne ujada hua ghar basaya
paani se deepak ko bhi tumne jalaya

tum ne hi shiridi ko dhaam banaya
chote se gaon main swarg banaya
kasta paap shraap uttaro
prem daya drusti se niharo

aapka dayein hun aisse naa taliye
girne laga hun sayee sambhaliye
sai jee balak main annath hun
tere bharose rahta din raat hun

jaisa bhi hun ,hun too aapka
kijiye nibaran mere santap ka
tu hai savere aur main raat hun
mel nehi koi phir bhi sath hun

sai mujh se mukh na mod
beech majhdhar aakele na chod
aapke charano main base praan hai
tere bachan mere guru saman hai

aapki rahon pe chalta daas hai
sukhi nehi koi jewaan udaas hai
aansoo ki dhaara main dubta kinara
zindegi main daard ,nahi gujara

lagya chaaman too phool khilayo
phool khilein hain too khushboo bhi layoo
kardo isshara too baat ban jaye
jo kismat main nehi bhi mil jaye

beeta zamana yeh gaake phasana
sarhade zindegi maut tarana
der too hogayee hain andhera na ho
phikre mile lekin fareb na ho

dekke talo ya damaan bacchalo
hilne lagi rahanumai sambhal loo
tere daam pe allah ki shaan hai
sufi santha ka yeh bayan hai

gariboan ki jholi main bhar do khajana
zamane ki pili karo na bahana
daar ke bhikari hain mahatazz hain hum
sahan sahe aalam kuch karo karam

tere khajane main allah ki rahamat
tum sadguru sai ho sam rath
ayee ho dharti pe dene sahara
karne lage kyun humse kinara

jab tak yeh brahmand rahega
sai tera naam rahega
chand sitare tumhe pukareinge
jaanm jaanm hum rasta nihareinge

aatmaa badlegi chale hazar
hum milte raheinge barambaar
aapke kadmon main baithe raheinge
dukhde dilke kahate raheinge

aapki marzi hai do ya naa do
tumko kaheinge daaman hi bhar do
tum ho data hum hai bhikari
sunte nehi kyun araj hamari

accha chalo ek baat batado
kya nehi tumhare paas bata do
jo nehi dena hai inkar kar do
khatam yeh aapas ki takraar kar do

laut ke khali chaala jaunga
phir bhi guun tere gaunga
jab tak kaya hai tab tak maya hai
issi main dukhi ka mul samaya hai

saab kuch jaanke anjan hun main
aallah ki tu shaan aur teri hun shhaan main
teri karam saada sab pe rahega
yeh chakra yug yug chalta rahega

jo prani gayega sai tera naam
ussko mukti mile pahunche param dhaam
yeh mantra jo praani neet din gayeinge
rahu,ketu,shani nikat na aaayeinge

tal jayeinge shankat sare
ghar main baas kare sukh sare
jo shradha se karega pthan
uss pe dev savi hai prasaan

rog sambal nasta ho jaeinge
kast nibaran mantra jo gayeinge
chinta harega nibaran jaap
paal main dur ho sab paap

jo yeh pustak nit din batein
shree lakshmi jee ghar usske sada biraje
gyan budhhi praani woh payega
kast nibarn mantra jo dhya yega

yeh mantra bhakton kamal karga
ayee joo anhoni too taal dega
bhoot pret bhi raheinge door
iss mantra main sai shakti bhar pur

japte rahe jo mantra agur
jadoo tona bhi ho beasar
iss mantra main sab guun samaye
na ho bharosa to aaj maye

yeh mantra sai bachan hi jano
swayam amal kar satya pahchano
sang saya na lana biswaas jagana
yeh mantra sukhon ka hai khajana

iss mantra main sai kaa baas hai
jai sai shree sai jai jai sai..