baba y r u makin my life so miserable day. wat are u gettin in return by makin my life a hell. I trusted u so much till syerday even though im facing probs. but i lost all hope on u babaji. this is wat u r givin by trustin u. I will be gettin married in few months but i dont feel happy bez of this rumors. They are hanting me where ever i go. I been blamed for no reasons. I knew i did mistakes but im payin more than i deserve. Y is this things happening to me. Im not at all happy. U wont be with ur devotees when they are facing problems. Im going through a hell everyday and u r havin fun by watchin right baba? Its u who selected my partner, now im scared as the day pass by. Baba my dad owe lot of money from others for my wedding. If for any reason, if this marriage stops then u wont hear from me again and death is the only solution for u. I dont know where u to go and wat to do. Baba u left me with no choice other than death. I dont know who is passing those rumors and y i became a target for them.Please i beg u baba please either u kill me or let me get over with this rumors and let me be happy with my married life.