Losing hope..baba pls bring him back to me. Show mercy to me. I am begging you

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today i have to meet that guy. and last night i had a dream in which a small child was selling baba book. the child was wearing dress exactly like you. When i was looking at the book from the distance i wasnt able to find any book in tamil then wen i went close i found a book. I was so happy and bought it. Yesterday i had a dream in which i saw my dollor which i was wearing was falling in front of me. So far twice my dollar fell down.

You are making all my dream to come true but not one. I dont know what to do and what to decide. I just know that i dont want to spoil any other life. Please help me. you didnt give me any signs from my love that he will come back to me. But you have given me answers that he will be back to me. You came in my dream twice. You made all my dream to come true but one is still in pending. I am not able to understand why you are testing me this much. Please help me baba. I have completed my 9 thursdays vrat. But i promised you that i will keep vrat on every thursday after i get married to my love. I will start that baba. Please help me and bring him back to me before it is too late.

Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

You have cleared one of my trouble. somehow you took this guy from my life. thank you for that but again behind him you have sent me another guy baba. how long you want me to keep on hurting my parents. I am not able to decide anything and all i think is about my love. You know very well about my life and what i have gone through baba. Please make my dream come true baba. please full fill my wish. i dont wanna hurt anyone anymore that too not my parents. they have done so much for me.

[3val4india]

You going through alot my krithi sister. I bet you don't feel like to do anything, go anywhere, eat right, can't sleep. I been through all this. I dont know why baba do this to us. I been patient all my life.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Last night you came in my dream.  In my dream, I was going to the temple to which i go regularly and poojari ji invited me with a smile and when i searched for your idol, you were not there, with sad face i turned to poojari ji and he pointed me towards you. then with a smile, i kept the white flowers on your feet, there was not enough place to keep, suddenly a thought came so i took it and made a mala out of it and placed it around you. Felt so good.

I know that you are watching me and you are around me. Please help me baba.

Om siddha sankalapaya namah.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

For the past two days i m getting thoughts that my love will be back to me. You cleared the other guy too. My mother is highly fed up that im rejecting all the guys which she picks, because i cant forget my love and i dont wanna spoil another life. Now she completely left everything. Please baba, you are showing signs that you are around me, You are coming in my dreams. Make him come to me baba. You also know very well that i can keep him and his family happy. Bring him back to me.

From tomorrow i will start to keep vrat on every thursday through out my life. I have already left non-veg completely. I read about your miracle everyday on how you made their wish to come true. You are yet to bless me deva. I am waiting but time is passing away. and you are still testing me. I wont leave you at any part of my life. I was complete atheist and you dragged me towards you. Do you still feel that my prayers are biased? Bring him back to me baba. Please


Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[3val4india]

This is exactly how I feel. That my love will come back. But time is passing by. I hope u get what u want

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Work has increased in my office so i wasnt able to visit temple everyday before aarti. I was bit upset about that. But everyday whenever i pray to you that i want to see you on  my way to office, you immediately respond to my prayers. I know that you are around me and watching me over.
I promised you that i will start fasting every thursday once my wish is fullfilled. I have full faith in you baba that you will bring him back to me and get us married, i have started to fast from last thursday and will continue it through out my life. And you showed me a way for my professional life last wednesday. I will not let you down baba. I am preparing and I will give my best.

Baba he is so silent and there is no update from him, i cant even track him. I am very curious at the same time im scared regarding what is happening in his life, is he fine or not. Baba you  warned me regarding a future even through one my dream and behind that you have sent me lord maruthi in my dream so that i will get the strenght to face it. I didnt understand the meaning that time but later when it happened, i understood why you gave me that dream. Along with that you also gave two dreams about my love and also you came in my dream recently. Please make that too happen baba. please baba.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today after a long time i sang aarti to you at temple. I had severe cough and prayed to you that i should not cough while singing aarti and you made sure that i dont. I was so happy and came home.

Baba, im not jealous of others life. But im just a  normal human being baba. People around me are happy and settling down with the life they wanted. Dont i deserver to be happy baba. For the past few days i have been in the thoughts that my love will be back and i even started to dream about the life we planned to have. But in real i dont know where he is and what he is doing. He is so silent and there is no update from him. Baba i will take care of him and whole is family. You are with me on all aspects but what i lack. Please tell me, i will do that but please give him back to baba. Make him to realise his mistake and come back to me. Please bless me baba. Make my dreams to come true. You already made so many of my dreams to come true. Please make the dream i had about my boyfriend come true too. Please baba..

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Dont know why though you are around me, why im still feeling low? While traveling to office, sometimes i call you to see you, immediately you show your presence to me. I am begging you this long baba. You pulled me. You made me to do so many things that many devotees feel to do. You made so many miracles in my life. You made me to do 9 thursdays vrat, you made me to read sai satcharitra, You made to offer white dress, you made my prayers to be taken to shiridi the same day i offered you the cloth. you came in my dreams thrice till now, You warned me about a bad event and you gave me the strength to handle the issue.

I was an atheist and you blessed me. Without your blessings, i would have able to handle any of it. You know my life baba. I have been cheated by guy whom i thought was in love with me. I believed him for 4 years baba. I was in severe pain. when i came to know the way he has cheated me, i realized all happened for good and though i was not your devotee at that time, you saved me from him. You sent me a guy who saved me from that pain and who pulled me out from the misery and when we started to have hope and ask our parents permission to proceed our life. Again you let me to feel that pain baba. I was so happy with my love. Though he knew everything, he loved me and i was able to get hope in my life and trust someone.

When i lost my hope and life again, you pulled me to you. I felt blessed that my past karma is over now. Finally you called me towards you. Baba please give me that happiness again, I know that you are listening to my prayers, Please give my love back to me baba. I am hurt and he is full of guilt then how we can ever be normal in our life. He is a very nice guy baba. I will take care of him well. I will not hurt any of his family members. Please send him back to me baba. Make our marriage to happen. Please baba..im begging you.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

After a long time i cried yesterday. the pain i was carrying for 3 to 4 days came out yesterday. I had discussion with few of my friends. All of them said the same thing " He is not coming back to you".  Felt bad baba. I was with a friend and she was advising me not to have any positive hope. I was thinking that and when i turned, i saw a sign as "SAI". I felt good and had a positive feeling that everything will be fine.

I saw a post in his wall regarding a job opeining and i started to think whether he is leaving blore or not. I dont want to be like this. I dont know what is happening in this life and i dont have any way to find out. Please baba.. I m begging you. Please sho mercy on me

[Krithi_mca]

I dont know baba what you have planned for me. Today i cried in front of you while doing morning pooja. Then when i was in bus i started asking questions like "why you are doing like this? or am i reading your signs wrongly?" and immediately  i saw a car with "Sri Sai travel" written on it. I was pleased. Again i asked you whether my wish will be full filled or not? then why you are still testing me?. Again i saw a car in which your picture was kept inside.

Baba today you showed your presence more than normal days. Please tell me why you are doing like this. I am losing patience baba. You know wat is happening and what has happened in my life. No girl should face all those what i have faced. Still im holding myself with a hope that you will fix everything. Please show some progress baba. Please have mercy

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,


Now out of impatient, I typed the question for the last time in the question and answer website given in this forum. I even mentioned that this is the last time im gonna ask you this question. And this is the answer you gave me.
"Children will be benefited.  You will succeed.  Remember your mother.  If you donate food in her name you will have immediate gain.  You will get a chance to serve saint."

Baba i will go to kundanahalli temple to give my contribution for donate food in my mother's name. Please make my wish and question to come true baba.

[3val4india]

What I'm doing so bad that even if I'm happy I'm sad.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

I donated some amount in my mother's name for tomorrow's annadan. For the first time i attended night aarti and it was wonderful.

Another miracle of you: When i entered i saw baba dressed in brown cloth. I was bit disappointed since i wanted to see him in white cloth. After donation, i sat there and chanted " om siddha sankalpaya namah" for 108 times as usual and was reading SSC. Suddenly i looked up and they were removing the keerdam and mala on baba and then they removed the brown cloth and inside that he was wearing white cloth. I was so happy that baba listened my heart and showed his presence in white cloth as i wanted. Then i attended the aarti. In kundanhalli temple after getting prasad, we have to exit from there and go behind the temple and can enter in another way to enter into the temple, here they kept udi packets and we can take any no of packets. Last time i took more, after giving to all, i got 3 packets left so i wanted to take 6 packets today. but the door was closed and went around to go inside the temple and that door was also closed.

I felt bad, thinking wat to do. suddenly a guy opened the door and went inside, i also went behind him, took udi and took photo of baba and the poojari ji asked me to wait for sometime. They sang song at the end and then poojari ji asked me how i am and how is my life. I said about my life. He asked me to come to temple tomorrow for 6.30 aarti.

Baba i know you are around and you are doing wonders in my life. Please make me to see you tomorrow without any obstacle. Stay with me as you are now.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today i missed aarti. All my excitement went in vain. They asked to come next thursday. I know that you dont need any procedures or rituals. whenever i call you, immediately you show me ur presence. Baba whenever i ask you any question. You always answered in a positive way. I completed sai vrat, was able to serve people with your blessings. Even our horoscope says that me and my love will be married and live happily. astrologer did said that he will come back to me. You showed me in my dream that he will be back to me. Every sign you gave to me is positive but still why you are yet to make it happen baba.

I forgave all the people who did bad to me. I  dont have grudge on any one. I am helping anyone if its possible for me to help them. I dont hurt anyone. I learnt all my mistakes from my past. Then why you are yet to bless me?  Today some way  i started to feel so special since you gave me this opportunity to do aarti and i felt that i might get sick so with that mind set i ran to you today. May be you want me to perform with peaceful mind. Baba but please give me some signs from his side baba. Please....