Losing hope..baba pls bring him back to me. Show mercy to me. I am begging you

[3val4india]

I beg so much to baba but no mercy

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

I was so relaxed for the past two days. And today dont know suddenly i felt to login facebook. when i did i found him online. Didnt felt good to see him online and that too he doesnt come online at this time when at home. Had too many weird thoughts and logged off. Kindly help me baba. Kindly bless me.

I am very weak in front of him. What he did to me is very bad, even he accepts that. It hurts baba

Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[3val4india]

Kirthi you're like sister to me  I hope you get what you want. I have Facebook too.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Why you made me to do this. Now again my mind is restless. You are around me. You have given me so many signs that you didnt leave me. Please give me some positive signs from his side baba. My parents have started to search guy for me. My mother is worried that i will never get married. Since i dont like any of the guys she shows. You know that i am not able to do this. Because my heart still beats for him. But i can not hurt my parents more. They cant see me crying everyday.

I cant be happy with anyone else baba. Happy is far, i cant be normal with anyone else. Today i prayed to you that my life is on your feet and i know tht you will fullfill my wish. I can wait all year long baba. But please give me some positive signs for his side. He is full of guilt and he knew that he has messed up my life. He accepts it. Neither he  nor i can live peacefully with other person. Because of this apart from us the other person and all the family related have to suffer.

Please baba im begging you..please give me some signs from his side. My prayers will reach you the same day when he goes to vaishnodevi with his family. Please baba..

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today when i got up, i was haunted with all the incidents. Every one says that we should not ask anything to you and let you to decide our life. But all of us are trapped in this maya and materialistic world. I was really pleased for the past two days and i prayed to you that you will take care of it. And the thoughts with my future life was popping in my mind and i was diverting. As a warning call from last night, im seeing and started to imagine a lot and crying again.

Baba Everytime you gave me positive signs that you are around. Everytime when i ask you a question, you gave me a positive answer which is in my favor.  Please baba. Make my life peaceful. For the past two weeks i wasnt able to complete reading Sai satcharitra prayanam since i was so diverted because of this thoughts. Please stay with me and give me some positive signs from his side baba. My prayers will reach you on this diwali. Heart aches. Please help me. I dont want to go through is again.

You showed me all the ways to reach you. All these years you were in my life but i never did of faith. Now im completely holding your feet. Where ever i go you are there. Now stay with me and help me out baba.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today when i was at temple, i was crying like a child in front of everyone. I wasn't able to control it baba. Please see it. Please make me happy. I lost happiness in my life. After praying i went for diwali shopping with my room mate. And we planned how to do pooja on tuesday. We are going to use the new pooja saman my mother bought for me. We bought candles, lights to decorate our small pooja room. I was so excited that we are gonna do everything on diwali.

Baba please receive my prayers on diwali baba. I will do all the arrangements here and for the first time i am going to directly involve in decorating pooja room and doing pooja on diwali. Please bless me baba.

Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[3val4india]

Everytime I think that things will go right it go wrong.

[3val4india]

Everytime I think that things will go right it go wrong.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Poojari ji told me that today he will wear you the dress i offered you. I started late from office due to more work, And there was huge traffic and i reached marathahalli by 7.45 and temple closes by 8. I lost hope that i will see you today since it takes around half an hr to reach my place. And how i can when you are around. I reached my place at 7.56 and literally ran to temple. When i saw you, the cloth i offered was not on you. I was disappointed and sat in front of you and prayed to you and was thinking how to ask poojari ji regarding this. Poojari ji came to me and told me this in broken tamil.. "Tomorrow is diwali and the dress you offered will be wore by baba tomorrow, i took it out and thought tomorrow he can wear new dress". I was so happy baba.

Tomorrow my prayers will reach you at shirdi, he is going to vaishnodevi and the white dress which i offered to you after chanting and writing "om siddha sankalpaya namah" will be wore by you tomorrow. Today whole day i was searching for stories regarding your chit method since you gave me all positive ans everytime i asked you question through question and answer. But i didnt see any positive sign from him. Even i had a thought while traveling that i will use chits tomorrow in front of you. Baba you heard my thoughts and you gave a more positive sign that you are there for me always.

Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Just now i came to know  that my prayers have already reached you. Its kept on your lotus feet.

Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[3val4india]

@kirthi
Please pray for me that I get good job and girl I want. And I hope baba give you everything you want

[Krithi_mca]

Sure i will pray for you. And thank you so much for your words. hope baba make it to happen soon. A very happy diwali to you. Leave everything to baba. He will take care of it. Just have faith in him

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Thank you for accepting the dress i offered baba. I am so pleased that it fits perfectly. Please bless all of us to have a peaceful life baba. Be with us all.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today i have started my 7th vrat. Please help me to complete it successfully.

Baba after my 6th vrat, the issue at my home is at peace now. I can talk to my parents and brother freely and no fights now. I know that you are listening to my prayer. My prayers were kept at your feet on tuesday 12.30 pm. I was thinking wat i was doing at that time, then i remembered. On tuesday between 12.30 to 1 pm at office my team mate suddenly told me that his father asked regarding visit to shirdi and he asked me how to go. Then i was searching for him regarding ways to travel and where to get down and all.Then i planned to travel in december.

You are listening to my prayer baba. Please full fill my wish baba. I know you will.

Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[Krithi_mca]

Om sai ram,

today is my 7th vrat. Morning i read the sai vrat book and started my vrat. And around 5 pm, i realized i got struck with my monthly problem.I talked to one of my friend, she told me that i can count this since i read the vrat story in the morning. Some one please confirm, whether i can count this or not??