ankitasri,
I think you are experiencing the all the things which I had gone through... Initially when I tried calling my boy and talling that I can't live with out you.. he deleted my name from orkut frnd's list... I used to visit his profile.. crying why he has done like that... then I concluded not to talk to him... I stopped calling him... we used to speak every day.. but I had very tough time.. I controlled my self and stopped claling him.. after 15 days he called me back.. and I spoke as if I was very happy.... and then I think I was the first one to end my conversation... then he called me again... at that my sis lifted and he said made a wrong dial...
I can completely understand the situation u r in.. I was in the same position 3 months ago when my boy was loving one girl for 2 months and at the same time he was speaking with me.... one day when he said that he is feeling bad and when I asked what is reason behind it, he said "you will feel bad" I said kn tell me.. then he said he liked one girl and when that girl told about him at their home.. her parents did not agree.... and she is about get engaged.... I was really completely dead when I heard like that.... then next day ,I gave him miss call.. he called me.. he said.. her engagement got postponed to Jan... then I said ok..n. later he said. I can do something till then... I was really completely dead..praying baba every day.. chating his name every moment.. and thankfully by baba's grace her engagement happened on Aug 22nd.. and then he left speaking with her.... my boy is in US.... I was praying every moment.. by baba's grace I got onsite opportunity and I travelled to US on Aug 23rd... and later.. I was very much eager to talk to him.. but he did not have that eagerness.. he ws telling like he wants space.. by praying baba every moment and chanting baba's name every moment... baba made him to come back to me again... It was period like he was living with out talking to me,., he used to feel jealous when I talk to other boys.. he was so caring.. speaking all the time.... he wanted to meet me... later I pushing him.. he ws pulling me... he wanted to meet me.. somhow we both met.... and later he took care of me very well... and then he said after going to india marry a good guy.... I was like " baba why you gave him and took away back".... this happend in Oct 1 week... later we used to chat... still I am praying baba and want him back.... baba should show grace on me..... Jai sairam....
7 days parayana means... Finish reading the whole sai satcharita book in 7 days.. start from Friday and complete in Thrusday.. make one wish and complete reading in 7 days with bhakti... baba will defnitely give you results.....
At the same time.. do not visit his orkut profile... Let him know that u r very happy...
I would really say you are very lucky If your boy is living in the same place where you live.... you can easily get him back.....
DO NOT LEAVE PRAYING BABA.. PRAY EACH AND EVERY MOMENT... CHANT HIS NAME WITH BHAKTI.. THINK THAT BABA IS WITH YOU ALWAYS AND SPEAK WITH HIM...
BELIEVE YOU WILL DEFINITELY SEE THE RESULTS...
Jai sairam
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