Hi,
Everyone OM SAI RAM to everyone. Today by BABA's grace I have passed my mba exam and I am very happy about it because after 5 years of hardship as I was nearly about to give up I have completed my exam finally but somewhere deep down within I am very very sad and depressed I feel that I am a coward in life I am not able to do anything as in I want to live happily and be joyful , I want to help my family members and loved ones and I want to be healthy.
To start my story , I am a 32 year old if girl I may say and I am jobless at the moment I have worked in about 4-5 companies for 6 years now but I am not able to be stable anywhere and right now I am without a job for 8-9 months, I dont have a father, my mom is old and I have a brother who is 37 yrs old and not yet married and is jobless too and a elder sister suffering from cancer. We are very tensed due to my brother for past 12-13 years as he doest earn and is suffering from depression and wants to marry a girl whom he cannot and the whole family is disturbed about it, my eldest sister who is suffering from cancer is also very sad and unhappy in life due to us brother and sister who do not work and our whole family is in depression too.
I am in love with a guy who has been with us for past 12 years but we both cannot marry I just want both of us to be loving , happy, together as freinds and lovers for life and I want him to be happy and peaceful and have good work always. Basically i pray all my family members to be blessed with love , prosperity, peace and happiness for our entire life so that we may serve the society and needy and spread the same to others MAY there be peace and love light and good health in everyone's lives may we have no enemies in life and may we be enemy to none may we hurt noone and love everyone and wish all good health peace happiness love and prosperity in life THANK U SAI BABA PLEASE BLESS US ALL WITH UR LOVE AND LIGHT ALWAYS AMEN