jai sai ram
sai.sme i thank you for these beautifull words, its so true, i realise it.thank you again, n its really good to hear how happy u are today, may god bless u for sharing all this.
vifu,i knw how painfull it is, when ppl tel u just ignore it n live your life,its easier said than done, sai.sme said some very beautiful words which u wont realise as of now but they are just so true.
i ws in love with a guy for many years n he got along with another gal n asked me to wait for him to leave her.i waited n waited for more than an year.its hard to live with this feelin,knowing that ur guy likes someone else,i was d last resort i feel,then once he told me i did it coz ur dad never accepted me n now ive got a very good gal, so now il marry u only wen ur dad will come n tel me plz marry my daughter.i felt lik a moutain fell on me.i still cried n waited,asked baba for mercy,pleaded day n nite, i felt baba doesnt love me,he does not listen to me, he does not care. he was all i wanted. baba does not listen is all i used to say.
gradually times changed i felt less for my guy, i wasnt so emotional, i felt strong, i joined a job n i met a guy who was no less than an angel, the older guy felt she is no more interested in me n felt bad, i guess he started realising what wrong had he done.
one day the other gal cheated on him n left him, he came back n told me that it was him who left her. i knew what was the truth his sis had told me already. ultimately it all ended and after many months of sadness n pain i feel so happy today,
i realise all those times when i cried before baba n asked him to help me n ultimately felt he does not listen, he actually took care of me, i deliberately did not got him back in my life coz he knew what is good or bad for me. he wanted me to become stronger that i am today, he wanted me to be loved by someone who really valued me n made me feel so speacial n today im still in love with d second guy who supported me all throughout n loves me so much, i feel so lucky, baba did it all for me n today i thank baba for the way he helped me out.
i had ignored my family and freinds for so long, today i realise how important they are, how do they love me so unconditionaly, how nice it feels to spend a quite holiday at home along with family,live for all these small joys that u are yet to unveil.
vifu, there is much more to life that we dont realise beacuse we take things for granted, seek d happiness n enjoy it, its all around u, d happiness v get when we help a poor, the happiness we get when mom cooks our favorite dish, the happiness v get when it rains, the happiness v get when v buy d very much desired pair of jeans, d happiness we get wen india wins a cricket match and the happiness when we feel thinking of baba is all about life.live it with full spirit.
baba will help you with a good job very soon, dont worry leave it all upon him, n try to accept d decison she takes good or bad, i hope she stays with u..may baba bless u.
jai sai ram