sai baba pls give me death in 2 days

[saikirthi]

Our Father please help this humble devotee....i cannot bare to see what Vifu1977 is undergoing.please please please please help her Father.


May saiji be with you always

[vifu1977]

om sai ram ,
jai jai sairam sairam sairam,

hi all freinds thanks for all ur support ,

few months back i tried for suicide 3 times but by saibaba's blessing's i survived ,
i was praying for myself death bcoz as my love radhika gone ,nothing remain in life,
she betrayed me , & mein sirf dekhta raha kuch karr hi nai saka ,
& she went away from my life ,
but now i m trying to forget her ,
when ever i feel i chant
jai jai sairam sairam sairam

[vifu1977]

om sairam
jai jai sairam sairam sairam ,

i commited suicide by eating sleeping pills 3 times ,
but 3 times i survived by saibaba's blessings,
but now i m controlling myself by chanting
jai jai sairam sairam sairam

freinds,
i wanna share with you my love story for what reason i thought for suicide ,

freinds in 2010 oct ,radhika came to me to meet me & she was dying to get married with me ,
in nov she forced me to get marry as soon as possible ,
at that time i was going thru a very bad financial condition ,
i gave 1 freind 1 lakh rs on behalf of my guarantee ,
now that freind didn't pay back so i have the burden to pay 1 lakh rs,
done partnership with 1 freind he didn't gave my 75,000 rs ,
then to cover that loss i gamble in share mkt & i lost 1 lakh rs ,
so overall 2.75 lakhs i lost in short span of 2 months ,
i was in deep tension
this i told radhika that i have too much money crisis & i m not getting any job ,
so wait for some time & we will marry by july 2011 & i will talk to ur parents ,
she told me her parents will never accept love marriage so its better we do court marriage,
i told her ok fine , but not now bcoz right now my position is very weak ,pls wait,
i told her 1 day that i have minor prob in liver now a days it pains me a lot ,

in dec 2010 i didnt talk with her for 1 week for 10 days ,
on 2 jan 2011 i got sms at night at 11.30 then at 12.30 , i was shocked ,
radhika told me vishal forget me now i got new bf ,
then on other sms she told me i had phisical relation with that guy so now we cannot marry,

i didint slept for 48 hrs & was crying & roaming on road walking on street with hyper tension ,
one night i tried a lot to convnce her but she didn't ,
in morning when i wake up i saw 7 sms from radhika ,
she was drinking beer & hard drinks with her freinds from last 2 years & she didnt wanna told me abt this bcoz she told that my thinking was a backward thinking ,
2 years back once she drank at that time i scold her a lot for drinking hard drinks ,
& when she told she was drinking for 2 years i was shocked ,

then one day i call her at home & told her sis that radhika is taking drinks ,pls take care of her ,
as she is going on wrong path ,
then she call me saying that now i will lodge a complain against me to police that i m harrasing her,
i was shocked again,
on my mind only love for her was thr,
one night sms her that now i won't call u again or sms u , u live ur life freely & take care of ur parents,
god bless u !
on other day , it was so normal i got sms of hi! good morning!
hi ! how r u ! i thought she back to me ! & then she call me wher i m ,
i told her i m going to take bath after that i will go my freind office for some time then vll go home when i don't know,
she planned so beautifully,
she came to my home told my parents that vishal is harrasing me a lot,
i came home i was shocked & my parents scold me a lot that i m harrasing a gal,
i didnt told any 1 that yest only we get apart & now she came here to make my life mess,

then i call her that i cn't live without u & i m doing suicide ,
but pills were not so more effective ,
so i searched a lot on internet & then i got other pills ,
i went to railway stn also ,but i was frightened of train,
i went to khadi also but didnt have guts to jump ,
so i thought again to have sleeping pills again ,
why ?
bcoz when i call her she told that vishal if u call me now then i will bring police
to ur home or else i will tell my dad he will murder u anytime ,
i was afraid don't know what to do ,
i couldn't sleep for 4 days , i was shocked as i was frightened too,
bcoz she want me to go to behind the bars & i thought what society , my parents
vll think that my son is harrasing a gal ,
but in real i was convincing her for marriage,

then i call her dad, i don't want any trouble as radhika already told me that her father can murder me ,
anytime , so sir i don't wan t now radhika in my life as she also not interested for marriage,

on next day again i went to office , they call at my home i was not available ,
they told that they will send me behind the bars & will lodge a complain against me ,

again i was in terrible tension ,depression ,
why this gal is lodging complain & screw my life & sending me to jail,
she told me before that i will tell police that ur harrasing me a lot ,
this thing when i remember i don't know what to do ,
& due to fear of that & society people what they will think ,that c police take away vishal,
i was in terrible pressure of that,
due to her father & radhika i suicide again & ate sleeping pills but again i survived ,

then my parents told me to forget her ,

freinds, all this happn u tell me how a person survive & share his feelings with another person when this kind of things happn to me ,
i suicide for my love radhika
then again i suicide for shock she gave me that she had phisical remation with another guy,
then i again suicide bcoz she want to send me behind the bars wanna lodge complain to police against me
& wanna make my life mess,

if all this happns then u only think by trying for suicde was it any other way ,
the person whom u love the most,she plans for ur murder or wanna c u behind the bars,
mentally i was so shocked ,that i thought now love is nothing in life & its better i suicide & end my life bcoz she betrayed me ,

but now i trying to forget her & just chanting
jai jai sairam sairam sairam

[saib]

Yours is a touching story, God saved you from a hell future that could be result of your such relation. What you did in past was anyway different, But why not thank God for future. ……………. If you truly change your life as you have mentioned, Will be a good step even not easy as Life is not so cheap to waste like this, after living millions of life in other forms, one gets this human life and if don’t respect this life, It is just to insult the Lord, who bless us such a life. These all emotions are our personal and temporary, not in terms of ultimate human life!

Live for a noble cause and Baba will take care of your life!

May Baba Bless You and All!

om sri sai ram!

[vifu1977]

om sai ram sairam sairam

hi freinds ,

i found it in youtube it gives me really peace of mind when i hear this

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This is a part of the shirdi sai baba film"Shirdi ke saibaba Miracles" when he speaks and say something about religions and karma

hope u all will live it
jai jai sairam sairam sairam

[vifu1977]

om sai ram ,
jai jai sairam sairam
saibaba pls help thanasb brother who is suffering from turmor in kidney ,
saibaba pls bless his brother

jai jai sairam sairam sairam

[vifu1977]

om sai ram sairam sairam ,

hi freinds

i got 1 youtube from it i got this ,
if by mistake there is some spelling mistake then pls forgive me ,

please hear everyday or try to say everyday , it will give u peace a lot ,

om sai ram

Mujko na janne wale budhi heen insaan samajte hai
Ki maine yeh roop aur vyaktitva dharan kiya hai ,
Apne atmagyan ke karan woh mere param utam avinashi  swaroop ko nahi jante ,
Muje harr janam mein maa ki zaroorat padti hai ,
Aur tum usi maa se mere jati ke sutra jodne lagte ho ,
Vivado mein padkar paribhashayein rachne lagte ho ,
Ki mein hindu hoon, musalman hoon ,sikh , isai  boudh athva jaini hoon
Nahi
Mein to sirf manav hoon ,
Manavta mera dharma hi
Tumhara kalian ho mera karm hai ,
Mein gita ka gyan hoon ,
Quran ki talim hoon,
Bilble ki shiksha ,
Guru granth sahib ka adarsh hoon ,
Jo muje jaise bhajta hai , main use waise hi prapt hojata hoon ,
Kyon ki mein sampoorna jivo ke hraday mein stith atma hoon ,
Mein  is sampoorna shrishti ka adi , Madhya aur ant hoon ,
Aur tumhare liye mein ek fakir saibaba hoon ,
Mein to tab bhi tha ,
Jab tum nahi the ,
Tab bhi hoon jab tum ho ,
Aur tab bhi rahoonga jab tum nahi rahoge ,
Ek baar jo bhi zabaan se mujhe  naam lekar pukarta hai ,
Mein maya ,moh, paap,dosh, kasht  lobh ahankarr se
uski raksha karrne ke liye sakriya ho jata hoon,
kyonki mein sai hoon saibaba  , allah malik

om buddham sharnam gacchami

[vifu1977]

om sai ram ,
jai jai sairam sairam sairam ,

when i started to live today drstic happn ,
from last 3 days chest was paining a lot ,

today first time in life i vomit & blood came out ,
what sai had decided for me i dont know ,
business ruined, radhika left me ,
now this happn ,
may b something good will happn ,
i have no issues no wants ,
koi shikayat nai ,

mere saibaba meri radhika ka khayal rakhna ,
what ever she done ,it was in my destiny ,
if something happns to me u always take care of my love,
is janam mein radhika won't b mine ,
but sai next every janam give back my radhika to me & v both live happily together under ur feet ,

jai jai sairam sairam sairam

[vkansal]

vifu mein bhi sai se asa hi mag rahi hu death mein sai se marne ki prathna kar rahi hu
mein sochti thi sirf mein hi asa mag rahi hu par nahi asa nahi hai .
apke death magne par apko  samjha rahe hai ki death is not only the sol
but i m not agree with that.kyuki mein bhi sai se maut chahti hu .
isliye i pray to sai agar ap death chahte hai to sai apki sune . also pray sai meri bhi sune (death of mine ) om sai jai sai om sai jai sai

[vifu1977]

om sairam sairam

hi vkansal ,

i was asking death from sai ,
but now i wanna live ,
i cried , i screamed a lot ,
but the person whom i love dont c my pain then ,

so i m living a new life ,
but unfortunately 3 days my chest paining & by vomiting blood came ,
so tomm morning i vll go to doctor & will ask him what to do ,

mrs vkansal  don't ask for death from sai,
live in what u have , forget past & live life for ur parents ,for ur loved ones & for sai ofcourse,

i request you not to think negative , here many sai devotees have helped me
to come out from my sorrow , my sis tanu helpmed me a lot in this forum & all who replied me ,
so i also request u think positive in life, i know its not easy ,
above 1 is sai clipping of you tube listen to it & be calm ,

om sairam sairam sairam

[PiyaSoni]

OMSAIRAM

[vkansal]

jan kar khushi hui
sai apke sab dukh dur kare aur apko dher sari khushiya de.
par vifu yaha thak meri bat hai mere sath asa nahi hai
mein bahut soch samajh kar asa kah rahi hu ye mein kisi jaldbazi mein nahi kah rahi ki sai mujhe maut de
vifu bina karan koi marna nai chahta
i just want to say u that please pray to sai for me to fulfil my wish.

[saib]

Dear, Then you at wrong door. Sai gives life and not death. By his blessings even dead gets life. and as concern to death that is certain, No one here on the world is going to stay here permanently, We all have to depart at the time already predetermined according to our destiny, No matter we would like to die or not, there is no choice.
Then why death before death, We come alone in the world and Will go alone. (Even die in atomic blast with thousands people, still alone).

Your life may be at stage nothing left, But people who accept Sai as their Lord, Never accept defeat easily, This world is only an illusion, How to treat unreal real and live in drastic conditions of life, one learns and then conditions of life start getting changed. path is tough, but destination is beautiful. Only need is to hold shardha and saburi!

If can try, with empty mind concentrate on Baba’s holy feet for five minutes and then see in his eyes for two minutes …………………!

Might be you get new insight!

All The Best!

May Baba Bless You and all of Us!

Jai Sri Sai Ram!

jan kar khushi hui
sai apke sab dukh dur kare aur apko dher sari khushiya de.
par vifu yaha thak meri bat hai mere sath asa nahi hai
mein bahut soch samajh kar asa kah rahi hu ye mein kisi jaldbazi mein nahi kah rahi ki sai mujhe maut de
vifu bina karan koi marna nai chahta
i just want to say u that please pray to sai for me to fulfil my wish.

[vkansal]

saib
u said every one has to die even then we came to sai for life for ourselves and  for our loved ones.
here is not the question of life and death.
question of peace of mind ,away from sorrows and worries
some get it from life and some from death.
as u say baba bless all
for some blessing is life and for some blessing means death.
if we come at sai darbar we come for blessing (in my opinion blessing neither means life nor death it has different definations for different people for some it is job for some it is child for some it is marriage for some it is life for ourselves and for some it is life for opur loved ones and for some it may be death  0
om sai ram jai sai ram 

[saib]

u said every one has to die even then we came to sai for life for ourselves and  for our loved ones.

Dear, here death has two meanings, Death what I referred meant to be closure of this chapter of life i.e. separation of spirit from this physical body. Now a days no one comes to Sai to seek immortality, People come only to get their worldly desires fulfilled, some for divine knowledge and a few for eternal peace.

here is not the question of life and death.
question of peace of mind ,away from sorrows and worries
some get it from life and some from death.
as u say baba bless all
for some blessing is life and for some blessing means death.

Yes, Death means blessings BUT It is ONLY for true warriors and great saints who entered in the kingdom of God through the gate of death, For normal mortals, this is just beginning of next journey, what to say about peace, It might be more painful, Because account of Karma has to be settled. e.g. One is supposed to serve his parents, but just under impact of their wife or in someone’s affection they just ignore this responsibility will lead to a pathetic life in next birth. No mater We can ignore this that who have seen next birth, but ………..

So, For You death might be a way to peaceful life, But for me not at all except true warriors and Great Saints. (Definition of Saint means noble and pure souls and not those who pretends………..!)

if we come at sai darbar we come for blessing (in my opinion blessing neither means life nor death it has different definations for different people for some it is job for some it is child for some it is marriage for some it is life for ourselves and for some it is life for opur loved ones and for some it may be death.

We are not so wise, that’s why can misinterpret meaning of blessings (There are many who thinks by taking drugs or wine they can attain peaceful state, But truth is only it makes their brain sleeping for time being and they assume it a peaceful state as they do not find courage to deal with problems of life or face the truth, So short cuts or way to run from responsibilities),   But it is where role of Sadguru begins. To make us understood what exactly blessings stand for, Is it just worldly possessions or associate with sweet name of lord living in contentment.

at Last there might be different views or believes, If mine is different from You, Don’t worry, Time makes everyone to understand what is truth, So just wait, Some years ago I too was begging death from Baba, living a pathetic or painful life, But only with mercy and blessings of Baba, Life got changed.

Good luck and Good Bye!

May Baba Bless all of Us!

om sri sai ram !